Kay so this is the beginning of my stupid petty life that turns corners and ends up in the place I need it to be the least... If that even makes sense... So I like this guy but I don't actually know him like I've never met him or actually talked to him. I found out about him through my best friend who is now mad at me... I will explain later. So I've seen pictures... I've messaged him and he has messages back and I kind of like started to grow feelings for this guy but I don't know how to grow a pair and tell him and I don't want my friends telling him because I want to tell him myself but I'm just not certain on the way I'm going to tell him. His name isn't important what's important is I think something could come out of this if I play my cards right and so far... My hand isn't looking too good. I ticked his best friend off and now I keep saying stupid things like... Ooo I like ur profile picture it's really nice. Then like what the heck? I'm usually good at this type of thing but when I start talking to him it's just like... Whoa I can't get my brain to function my mouth properly so my fingers are like well we'll do it for you and it's just like... Wow I really just said that. I feel stupid. I'm like stoned... Clearly I like him way too much and I can't handle that much pressure to be perfect so he'll find me interesting and stick with me... Maybe even date me who knows what will happen. I just hope my fairy tale takes the right turn now that it's In gear and I've taken on a whole new level of curiosity and it's taken it to the max like coming back full throttle and it's killing me to know that I may never get the chance to tell him how I feel. My whole life is up and down... This time I'd like to go up... Help?
