Chapter 3: When it became serious

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This chapter exists of not send letters from Dan to Julie

Day 3
Dear Julie,
This is a bit awkward to write, because I know I'll never send it to you, but I just need to write some feelings down.

The first time I saw you, at the reception, should probably be a moment I'll  remember forever. I know now already I won't. Not because I didn't like you, I did, but because of the wicked moments we've experienced already. And then just remember we know each other for three days now! You became a real friend.

But, and I know this can spoil our friendship forever, I think I want us to be more than just friends. I might be a bit in love with you. I don't know what to do with this feeling. You're such beautiful, kind and funny, and I really felt something when you hugged me yesterday. I know it was a joke, but still... But on the other side, imagine i ask you to be my girlfriend.
When you say no, you won't want to see me anymore, because you'll think I've used our friendship only to be with you.
When you say yes, it's of course amazing, but if we fall apart, our friendship will be over immediately.

I don't want to loose our wicked friendship, but I want to be fair to you too. I don't know what to do...

I'll think about it tonight, tomorrow I'll make a definitive decision.

Sleep well, dear Julie
X, Dan

Day 5
Dear Julie,
Sorry I didn't write you yesterday, but I had to deal with everything that happened yesterday.
The last time I wrote you I said I would make a definitive decision what to do. Well, I did. I told you. I took you to the top of the Sagrada Familia, and then I told everything. Surprisingly you didn't jump from the church, you didn't even say no! It's wicked you want such an ugly, weird man as your boyfriend! Thank you so much! Tomorrow we're going to picnic on the top of a mountain. According to the Tourist Office it's very romantic there.
While I'm writing this, I see you're asleep. Your parents are arguing again, your brother is crying,... How do you manage to sleep?!
I'll try to sleep now.
I love you
X, Dan

I found it really hard to write from Dans point of view. What do you think?

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