Running.
at the moment thats all i thought i could do
running from fears
from responsibility
from awkward moments
and even Life
people are so busy running that they dont stop and notice whats really going on. people are blind. something could be seriously wrong, but they would never notice.
i found myself to be the type of person who could go beyond those barreirs.
but i was wrong
i was blinded myself
apparently someone i cared for, never felt like she acted.
i know it sounds typical but
idk
it feels....sad. iv known this person for a REALLY long time IRL.
and when i recivied a message on a website, and she tried to talk about it, i just completly shut her down and left.
it hurts.
iv also seen a lot of the same types of messages from some other people i know online.
a lot of the time i think i can make a diffrence in the world, and in peoples lives
i think i could help.
when i really cant.
i have no power to do anything
and even if i did, it wouldnt matter.
i always have trouble talking to people
and i mean REALLY talking, and not that potato and poptart crap.
but i think the reason this subject in particual is hard for me to talk about is because........
Nvm.
i got bored and i havent been on wattpad in a while
i was too mindblank to come up with a story.
so i guess i let my mind take over.
also, due to failing grades and some other things i have to do IRL, i may not be on the internet for a while, just a heads up for the people who talk to me online all the time.
~LindsayPhoenix
