Ok.
so i know iv said things about "Hope" and that kind of stuff.
but you know what.
screw that.
Screw EVERYTHING~!
because whats amazing is how much i can be so STUPID. and think that i actually would have friends
my WHOLE FRICKING LIFE, IV ALWAYS BEEN THAT FRICKING KID THAT GETS BULLIED, IGNORED, AND forgotten. AND YOU KNOW WHAT. IF I COULD. I WOULD KILL THIS FUCKING WORLD FOR BEING GREEDY AND HORRIBLE.
IM GOING FULL CHARA RIGHT NOW.
I DONT CARE WHAT I SAID. SCREW IT ALL!
JUST SCREW IT!
SCREW IT
SCREW IT
SCREW IT
IM DONE.
I WISH I COULD JUST FRICKING GO DISAPPEAR .
AND GO DIE OFF.
BECAUSE I DOUBT ANYONE WOULD FRICKING CARE
AND YOU KNOW WAHT ELSE
PEOPLE CAN SAY THEY CARE, BUT IV LEARNED ITS ONLY TO BE FRICKING NICE.
SO GUESS WHAT.
SCREW EVERYONE!!!
IF THE INTERNET, AND SOCIAL MEDIA WASN'T AN ADDICTION.
I WOULD QUIT RIGHT NOW.
GO KILL PEOPLE IRL.
AND THEN FRICKING KILL MYSELF.
....But i cant.
you know why.
because even though i may hate the world...
i cant think about living without it.
people say they are true friends. that they will always be there for me. but i have a question for all you people who have even abandoned me.
Where Were You...When i needed You.
oh wait, i know.
you decided to forget i ever exist.
because its just freaking easier to forget, then to remember that useless girl you used to be friends with because you felt sorry for her.
