Fatality (Discontinued)

Chapter 10

I know it's been a long while since I updated. I had a lot going on lately and my laptop is still not fixed yet (I'm on my dad's), but my mom promised me a new laptop before classes start back up for me on Jan 11.

I'm sorry this chapter is another filler, things will start up again next chapter though, I can promise you that! There is only five more chapters left and a epilogue left!

I hope you enjoy this chapter!

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August 15, 2014

I know it's been so long since I wrote in you, but life has gotten so busy and I haven't had much time to actually write. Life actually became easier for me and I honestly couldn't be any happier with how my life is going.

Oh course, I had to change a few things about my appearance and my lifestyle so that I would be less recognizable to anyone who may be looking for me. Not that I think anyone is looking for me because I am amazing at covering tracks and I doubt anyone would be looking for me since my major crimes was committed in a different country. But, you never can be too careful.

I didn't do anything drastic really. I mean the most drastic thing I did was quit being a stripper (which was a really sad day for me because I actually really liked my job) and used my business degree I had just got to start working at my old boss's other business. Unsurprisingly, yet it was surprising to me, my boss owns a small casino hotel as well as his stripper club. When I told him I had to resign from being a stripper, he immediately offered me a job at his casino hotel as a receptionist and I would have been a fool not to take it.

The job is was so perfect for me and my little family. I earn $9 dollars an hour and I work from 9-5, five days a week. It's a very steady job, unlike when I was stripping, and it's also perfect because Liam takes care of Theo during the day and then goes to night classes four days a week. He also works a part time job on Fridays and the weekends.

Now, I didn't really do much to change my appearance. I let my hair grow out into its natural color and it's definitely a bit longer than it used to be. I also stopped using contacts and went straight back to my thick-rimmed glasses.

The most dramatic things I did to my appearance was put on a few pounds. I didn't purposely put on weight, but I didn't really do anything to stop it either. It's not even that much weight really, maybe 15 at most? But, it was enough that it made a bit of difference to my appearance. It made me look a lot softer then I was when I was in Ireland. Like my face looks a bit puffier and my thighs rub together a bit and my stomach is no longer as toned as it was when I was stripping.

Let me tell you this though, I was not happy about the new weight at first, but Liam helped me grow accustomed to it. He told me this was bound to happen since there was no reason for me to stay so skinny anymore since I'm not stripping anymore. He also told me that he doesn't care if I had put a little weight on because I would always be beautiful to him, no matter what. And, his words not mine, "my arse has never looked better."

Speaking of Liam, things are going amazing between us. Tonight is our 6 month anniversary and we have something big planned. He told me he's going to take me out to a fancy restaurant and were going to have some romantic times afterward, if you know what I mean.

I got my own little special thing planned for Liam as well. I bought these sexy pair of lacy panties that he is absolutely going to love when he discovers them later. I'm going to wear his favorite pair of really tight pants of mine that he says makes my arse look amazing. And last, but not least, I'm going to tell him the three words I have been wanting to tell him for the best few weeks.

I love you.

This is going to change everything for us if it goes correctly. This will be a night of firsts for us. Not only would it be the first time we say I love you to each other, but this will be the first time that we would have sex. He will be taking my virginity and I can't think of anyone else I would rather give that honor to.

The only think that I am slightly concern about is leaving Theo with a sitter for a few hours. He has just gotten used to living with me and Liam. He finally stopped asking where his mama or dada was. I would tear up every time he asked too because it was hard for me to do that to him.

I didn't want to rip him away from his family, but I had too. I'm sure Denise and Greg were great parents, but I know I am so much better than them. I love Theo so much more than they do, which means I would take so much better care of him then they would.

I've been checking each and every day to see if there has been any news of Theo being missing here in the states, and so far so good. I did check to see that he is being shown as missing in Ireland, but news in Ireland mostly never hits here in the states.

That's my main concern with leaving Theo with someone. I'm deeply afraid that the girl (a co-worker of mine, the boss's niece I believe?) will recognize him somehow. But, I need to learn and chill out because there is like a 99% chance she won't recognize him and I can't let this worry ruin what could be the best day of my life.

I think I heard Liam just enter the house, so I need to put this up now. But, before I go, I just want to proudly say that I haven't felt the urge to torture/kill anyone in months now. I think having my own little family has helped the urge go away. Hopefully the urge will never come back.

Until next time!

Current status: 13 dead: 10 men, 3 women

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