I'm tired of this, in 2016 in going to start of my speaking my mind. First off, to my boyfriend. I want him to tall to me more, I want him to actually talk to me not like once I'm a blue moon he actually answers Jim damn phone I mean I want him to actually talk to me. I want to straighten him out and tell him that when he goes for weeks on end with out even so much as a single text from him it makes me think that he doesn't care about me anymore. I'm tired of being the one who always had to reach out to him if I want to talk to him. I'm going to speak my mind and tell him how I feel. And if it doesn't work out... oh well at lease I won't be staying up at night wondering of he gives a damn or not. And I'm okay with that
