Chapter 6

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Vic's POV

It was morning and I haven't slept this night. After Kellin leaving I just lost myself and drank the alcohol I had. Through the night I went to look at Kyle as he slept so peacefully. Like nothing even happened. My eyes watered as I looked at him. He had the same lips as Kellin. When Kyle pouts he looks just like his mommy. Kyle don't like it when I say it to him but it was so true. And how Kyle acts. Perfect copy of Kellin. Kyle is responsible and caring as his mommy. Always does what we tell him to do. But something's off about Kyle. And I know what it is. I will wait till he figures it out by himself. But it didn't matter he will always be my little son even then when he asks me to buy him skirt or make up or anything else.

But it was morning and the bottle was empty. Soon Kyle will wake up and probably will asks where is mommy. What do I tell him? Mommy got mad with no right reason and left? Mommy got in to fight with daddy? I didn't know really...

I needed to freshen up so I went to the bathroom to take a shower. I took off my clothes and saw the mark on my neck from few days ago. Kellin and I had rough night and we had our fun. But still how could that thought go it to his head that I could cheat on him. I love him and Kyle more than anything. I didn't realise, till we started to fight, that I did spend my time in host club more then I did at home.

But I love Kellin and I need him back by my side.

Few minutes later I found myself in front of the TV waiting for Kyle to come down. And just when I thought about go check on him he came downstairs.

"Morning, daddy!" He cheered hoping in my lap and resting his head on my chest.

"Morning."I smiled at him.

"Where's mommy?" He asked.

"Well, mommy went outside for a day. He will be back, I promise." Actually I didn't know if Kellin will come back, even though he said he will come back but for Kyle.

"Oh, okay. Am I spending time with you?" My little 5 year old son asked whilst looking at the TV.

"Yes, we are. What do you want to do?"

"I want to go to playground!" Kyle cheered. "And get ice cream!"

"Okay, little buddy. Then let's go." I took him in my arms whilst turning off the TV and taking him to the car. As we drove to the park I thought about calling Kellin, at least try to reach him and know where is he.

We reached our destination and Kyle ran to the playground to play with other kids.

I sat on the bench near by to see Kyle. I deal Kellin's number but it was out. As I thought about others where he could be all I knew was Alan. Alan was Kellin's best friend and Kellin could be at Alan's.

I waited till Alan picked up.

"What do you want, asshole?" Alan didn't sound happy that meant Kellin was there and Kellin told Alan everything what happened.

"Nice to hear you too, but I want to talk to Kellin." My voice tried to stay calm.

"You know, how could you hit Kellin? Was it worth it?" Alan asked scoffing at me.

"I want to hear Kellin, now give the phone to Kellin." It was harder to hold back a growl in my throat. This got annoying. Alan wasn't my husband and I didn't need to tell him anything.

"No, you don't deserve talking to him. Get out of your asshole and then call me and when you realise Kellin and Kyle is more important than your stupid job." Alan hung up on me.

I looked over at Kyle. He was playing with some other boy. The other boy was just sitting in sand pit alone but Kyle as a good boy accepted him and it looked like Kyle didn't need ice cream anymore.

I was so proud of Kyle. He was so young but yet so grown up. Sometimes I think he is more mature than I am. You haven't seen how he helps Kellin around the house. How he cleans his room. He was amazing boy. And Kellin was amazing mother for raising him like this.

That day I got some calls from the guys asking me where am I. My answer was simple - I'm spending my time with Kyle. They just said - about time and hung up. I could even feel them roll their eyes when they said that.

But I want Kellin back. Kyle needs him more than anything. And I miss him so damn much. He doesn't know how sorry I am. I didn't mean to do it. I was mad because he kept telling I was cheating on him. I didn't stand it and just hit him. I still remember his tears running down his red cheek.

It was wrong for me to do that but I want to fix it.

A/N: update!!! xD

~Elizabeth

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