In love with my teacher? ~ shoey

My love

The bell rang and Joey waited for everyone to leave then he walked over to mr. Dawson.

Joeys pov:
we have to talk about that kiss, I can't go on without knowing how he felt it was to perfect of a kisses just ignore it. But what if he does ignore it? And why did he kiss me in the first place? Could someone just answer my freaking question?!

Mr. Dawson: Joey, come here

Joey: okay *walks over to mr. Dawson*

Mr. Dawson: I want to talk to you about something.

Joeys pov: here it comes!

Joey: okay.

Mr. Dawson: how are you feeling about understanding the subject?

Joey: oh. Um I don't know... *lies* I'm still not very good at it...

Mr. Dawson: okay, come sit down lets get started.

Joey: okay...*sits down* I have to ask you something..

Mr. Dawson: *sits down* okay, what is it * looks at Joeys eyes*

Joeys pov:
God his eyes are so magnificent, ugh, HES SO HOT!

Joey: *looks down* about that umm....that... Kiss...

Mr. Dawson: what? Oh.... Um..

Joey: I felt something.... When you kissed me... I felt butterflies..

Mr. Dawson: really?...that's sweet.
*looks down*

Joey: but one thing I can't figure out is why? Why did you kiss me?

Mr. Dawson: oh.. Um I don't know *smiles*

Joey: oh.... I was just wondering if you felt something. Because I always have loved you... And when you kissed me... My feelings just exploded I loved since I first layed my eyes on you...and I just...never mind

Everything was silent. Joey and mr. Dawson looked at each other for a few minutes , just staring into each other's eyes. And then mr. Dawson did the unexpected.

Mr. Dawson: Joey, * grabs joeys chin and turns his head* I love you.

Joey: *tears up*

Mr. Dawson: but I can't be with you....

Joey: *stands up* oh... * starts to walk away*

Mr. Dawson: Joey wait!
*grabs joeys arm and pulls him close to him*

Joey: *looking down* I don't unders-

Joey is cut off by the feeling of soft lips against his.

Joeys pov:
He's kissing me again...

Joey: *raps his arms around mr. Dawsons neck.*

Mr. Dawson: * puts his arms on joeys waist*

Joey: *pulls away* I'm confused.. Do you love me?

Mr. Dawson: yes, but I'm not single...

Joey: oh...

Mr: Dawson: but that doesn't mean I can't love you.

Joey: okay... *hugs him*

Mr. Dawson: *hugs back*

Joey and Shane didn't study that day... All they did was stare at eachother and tell about there lives but when it came to mr. Dawson to tell Joey everything felt more meaning full.

Mr. Dawson : Joey I. I have a very personal thing I'm about to tell you...

Joey: it's okay. You can tell me anything mr. Dawson.

Mr. Dawson: * smiles* okay Joey.

Mr. Dawson continues.

Mr. Dawson:
Up to about When I was about 7 years old I had a great life. A loving family, toys, friends, and a amazing home to live in. But... *pauses* I had a big issue with my dad. He left us and we were never sure why. * wipes eyeS* I - I don't understand why someone would do that to a kid. So anyway... My mom met a guy that was only about 2 years older then my actual dad. He was nice at first, his name was, lance and he was really cool. But.... Then he started to drink a lot and he hirt my family and me but I tried my best to keep him away from mom. My brothers tried to keep me safe. But by the time I was 13 my brothers moved out of that house to live with their girlfriends. I was left with lance and mom. When I was 16 he finally moved out and I got a good year in my life... But only one thing I could not escape was happening.
All through my life I was obese... I was huge.

Joeys pov:
I looked down at his body... How is that possible his muscles are amazing and he has an amazing body.
I think he noticed because he chuckled.

Mr: Dawson: I got bullied a lot because of that horrible body I had . And I would come home crying everyday. I dropped out of high school in 11th grade and with the left over money from lance lancei went to online college. That's why I'm so young to be a teacher. Anyway I lost all the weight.... It took about 3 years and once I did I felt pretty good again. So I started working out.. To build up muscle. And once I graduated college I got a job here and that's were I am today. And I'm still working out. But I have body dismorfia and I can't escape it....

Joeys pov: I suddenly felt the erg to hold his hand... So I did but one question I couldn't help but ask would have to wait a minute.

Joey: wow. I- I don't know what to say....

Mr. Dawson: there's nothing to say. *smiles*

Joey: if you don't mind me asking... How old are you?

Mr.dawson : oh I'm 23

Joey: oh, * grabs his hand tightly*

Mr.dawson: thanks Joey.

Joey: for what?

Mr. Dawson: for listening, and being a great person.

Joey: oh....*smiles* thanks you * cries*

Mr.dawon: for what? *holds Joey close*

Joey: for loving me...

Mr. Dawon: oh *smiles and continues to cuddle joey*

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Sorry it's kinda short.

Hope you enjoy.

Sorry I haven't been writing for a while I'll continue tomarrow!!