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"Sorry,pero,ayoko na!" he said then he turned his back against me and left me! Tears were falling down my cheeks rapidly. I wasn't weak.I was in pain. "Ayaw mo na!? so ganun na lang yun ha!?" I Shouted at Him but nothing happened. He Walked away. As if he didn't hear me. As if,nothing happened As if I was a stranger who was calling someone else.And up to now,I still remember that day." yung araw na iniwan niya'ko. Iniwan ako ni CARL ALVARES.! the Guy who promised me! The Guy who gave me a lot of memories. The Guy whom i trusted so much. The Guy Whom I Love So Much. And That Guy?...Is Now Gone! Siguro hanggang doon na lang talaga'yun! hanggang doon na lang talaga kami.I miss him so much, and i still Love him,but what can I do? Everything's finished and i can't bring back everything just like that. There's no more ME and HIM There's no more US. He exists now... (only in my memory) Alam nyo ba yung kantang 12:51 nila krissy and ericka. Grabe yun! Pag naririnig ko yun bumabalik lahat ng masasakit at mapapait na alaalang naranasan ko sa taong minahal ko ng sobra! nakaka relate kasi ako! I started Singing... (Scrolling through my cellphone for the 20th time today Reading the text you sent me again Though I memorized it anyway.")Yes, I admit I'm still reading the message you sent me. All those, "Hi Mahal.Kumain kana.. ha?" Those'"I Love you's and I miss you's"'Those simple ''Good Morning Mahal'' texts. Kahit kabisado ko na, binabasa ko pa din. And now,I'm staring to wonder scripted kaya lahat ng sinabi mo? (It was an afternoon in December When it reminded you of the day When we bumped into each other But you didn't say hi 'cause I looked away...") Oo nga pala, naalala mo pa kaya kung paano tayo nagkakilala? October 20 yun! Nag mamadali ka kasi aalis na yung bus. habang ako umiiyak at di naka tingin sa dinadaanan ko. I bumped you. and I realize na ang gaan ng paki ramdam ko sayo! gusto kitang makilala and maging close... pero nung nabunggo kita! umiwas lang ako ng tingin, di ako nag sorry manlang,nag lakad lang ako papalayo sayo! Kasi Natakot Ako na baka magalit ka! (And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life And maybe I haven't moved on since that night.) Pero Siguro Sana Hinarap na lang kita at nag-sorry. pero hindi naman din natapos dun lahat iih. Ilang oras lang ang lumipas Nag Message ka sakin at nag kausap na tayo! Hiningi mo pa nga yung number ko I didn't expect. But the day na nag usap tayo.The day I Met You! Dun sa unting panahon na yun dun pala kita makikilala ng lubusan,I still remember it. every single thing,every single detail. And maybe,hay... And maybe... I will never be able to forget that day. Pero kung nag-sorry kaya ako sa'yo nun, hahantong tayo dito? hahantong ba tayo sa ganito? (Cause it's 12: 51 and I thought my feelings were gone But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer...) Bakit ba kasi nagkaganito tayo? We were so fine back then, what happened? I admit, hindi pa din kita makalimutan,kasi same school lang tayo! araw-araw tayong nag kikita! But believe me! I tried a hundred times before but I just can't. Siguro I'm not yet ready. Siguro hindi ko pa kaya! Samantalang ikaw? Ayan, Masaya na! (And I saw you with her Didn't think you'd find another And my world just seemed to crash Shouldn't have thought that this would last.) Sorry di ako ganun kaganda ahh... Sorry kung hindi ako ganun kaputi... Sorry kung Di ako Ganun ka sexy!... Sorry Ha!? I'm not that good-looking like her. But I never thought you'd replace me. Sabi mo dati,You love me for who and what i am. For who and what I am not. You even promised that you would love me sincerely. You even promised that you would love me... Forever. (And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life And maybe I haven't moved on since that night." And yes,maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life. Trusting you and entrusting my heart with you. Because you never took care of it. You just got it broken. (Cause it's 12: 51 and I thought my feelings were gone But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer.) And here I am again, thinking of you. and as much as I want to cry, I can't How did you stop loving me arvy,huh? How? I want to Know. Para naman malaman ko din kung pa'no ko hihinto ang pagmamahal ko sayo. much it pains me whenever I see You Happy! With some other girls!? (As the sky outside gets brighter And my eyes begin to tire I'm slowly drowning in memories of him.) Nakakapagod na umiyak. But that's the only thing I can do to lessen the pain. Kahit na alam kong kahit ilang balde pa ang i-iyak ko, hindi ka na babalik sa'kin I remember our memories.'Yung mga tawanan natin! Usapan natin! Hay.... Kaya ko pa kaya 'yan ngayon kahit na mag isa na lang ako? kahit na... wala ka na sa tabi ko? . Do you know how? (And I know it shouldn't matter As my heart begins to shatter I'm left to wonder Just how it should have been...) Pero ano pa nga bang pakielam mo'di ba? Kahit na masaktan ako o umiyak sa harap mo! wala namang mangyayari. I'm no one to you now. Even though for once, you loved me. pero, ganun ba dapat ang nangyari? (Cause it's 12: 51 and I thought my feelings were gone But I'm lying on my bed I'm not thinking of you again And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on.) Anong oras na ba? Anong petsa na? Maybe I should forget you no matter how hard it may be. Starting tonight, I'll forget you. I won't cry anymore no matter how painful it is. I'll fight the tears and hold everything back. (Cause I'll prove you wrong that I can move on through this song So much stronger...) I can move on. One day,you'll see that. I'm not going to fall on my knees just for you. One day, you won't see my tears anymore. One day,I will forget everything. I will forget you and what we had. I'll be strong.And I'll prove that.... REINA VILLAMOR. kaya mo yan!Hay.... People,come and go.It's that own choice if they want to stay or not. Even though faith/destiny brought you guys together... It Hurts right? To see them leave? To see them walked out of your life just like that? Like nothing happend at all? well,thats reality. and I hate it. I wouldn't applaud for that. I mean,what is the pupose of you walking in my life if you would just leave in the end? That's What I asked myself a thousand times.But I Think Im not ready to find and guess the answer!Siguro hanggang doon na lang talaga'yun Hanggang doon na lang talaga kami! There's no more ME and HIM. There's no more US. I'm not his PRINCESS anymore and he's not my PRINCE. He's not my KING anymore and I'm not his QUEEN. our kingdom has fallen down and it's the end of our monarchy. Our fairytale has ended. He Exists now, Only In My Memory....
MEMORIES OF HIM.............................
