Are there any girls we don't know about, that you know... had sex with"
Niall asked, ok that was a random question, you might be thinking that's gross why would they tell each other who they shag, but there like my brothers. The boys grinned knowing this they new everyone I had had sex with ... Except one. I told them how I never wanted to speak about it.
"Uhhh i hate you. Her name was Charlie, she was just before the x factor"
"Why'd you never tell us about her" Niall asked.
"Well obviously it was a bad experience" Harry winked towards niall who was wearing a confused face until got what he was talking about, they thought it wasn't... Pleasurable.
"No no its not that, that was amazing, I loved her you know so I didn't care, it was who she was what made things complicated, actually who I was to her" I looked down the memories flooding back. I tried to blink back tears that were threatening to spill over
"What?? who were you" Louis asked confused
I didn't look up and whispered
"I was her babysitter"
