Diary Days: Protect (Book 3)

Brotherly love

CHAPTER 1: BROTHERLY LOVE

“OMG, why did I promise, Sonic that I’m such an idiot!” Amy yelled to herself. Amy was just thinking about the facts that happened between her and Sonic. Sonic asked Amy or “Dede” if she would help him look for Amy. Amy knew Sonic was suffering on the inside. Sonic has lost his thrill to run, his cocky smile is replaced with an upset frown, and those green emerald eyes of his is now dull, with big heavy dark wrinkles around the eyes.

Amy wanted to at times rip off her outfit saying, “April Fools” or “Surprise”! But poor little Amy, she thinks thats she suffered more than Sonic has. That is the reason why Amy would not blow off this scheme, in the first place. Amy was fed up with Sonic not taking her out on dates, giving her a present on valentines day, and not fulfilling her request for her to marry him. Amy knew that the marriage part was a bit to much, but she thought it was her only way of being with Sonic. Amy stills love Sonic, but she wished it didn’t have to end up the way it did. 

“Oh dang you, Sonic! Its your fault that I’m like this! Its your fault that your like this also! Sonic, I gave you my heart and soul, and you rip it up to shreds!” cried Amy. “Why Sonic.....why?” questioned Amy to no one. 

Amy has been her dressing room, confused of her feelings for Sonic. She wants to give them up, and let Sonic be a life without her. The problem is Amy is in love with Sonic. Amy know knows that the feeling is mutual, but she wants to also test how well Sonic can cope with out her. After her observing, Sonic has failed terribly! She found out things that she never knew her hero was capable of. 

“To cry....” whispered Amy. “I never saw Sonic, cry before. I’m probably was the first hedgehog to do that.” finished Amy. Amy then cried harder than she ever did. She felt guilty and now depressed, in the movies they made revenge fun, and exciting. Amy didn’t feel any of those things not even happy, she felt like just dying right now to get the pain over with.

Shadow soon entered the room, to check on his little pop star. Shadow saw her on the ground crying, and her make up and some of her blue berry/ purple fur color coming off. Shadow kneeled down to Amy hugging her and shhing her to calm down.

“Shh...Amy...What’s wrong? It’s not faker, right? If so I’m gonna shoot him personally face to face!” yelled Shadow. Shadow has always been moody all the time, but once he and Amy had a brother and sister relationship, he been a little bit happier. Shadow always disliked Sonic the hedgehog because he was jealous of him. Sonic had an amazing family, while Shadow kept his distance so he wouldn’t feel the pain again of losing Maria.

“No...well yes...wait no...ummm.. I don’t know, Shadow! I don’t know! Why can’t I know!?” cried and yelled Amy. Amy never has been this confused in her life. Was she crying because of Sonic, or herself? She knew Sonic had a part in her crying, but Sonic is trying to make up for it. Maybe she was scared? That once Sonic loved her, he could easily break her heart again. She never wanted to be build up, then be broke down only in a minute flat. 

“How do you not know, Amy? Did Sonic do this to you, yes or no?” questioned Shadow. Shadow was never demanding with Amy a lot, but when Amy was crying, he had to do it to find out if she being hurt mentally or physically? Shadow hated to see Amy cry, she was like his replacement Maria, for him. 

“Well not really, I’m mostly mad about myself! How all my friends are trying to fix themselves, when its my fault! It’s me Shadow! I’m crying because I’m being ungrateful and evil! I feel terrible all the time! Why can’t I just forgive them, Why?” screamed Amy. Amy then realized she was mad at herself, was her plan backfiring on her? Was this whole plan a waste of her time?

“Amy, if you want to give up now on this scheme, then tell me now. I hate to see you like this. I can see in your eyes, you don’t want to do this. You are a strong girl, but you need to think about the effects it may make now. Maybe you will be gone to long and Sonic will give up on you? Maybe you will be kicked out of the Sonic Team and have to start a new life.” stated Shadow. Shadow didn’t want to upset Amy any more, so he stood up and was walking to the the door. He was soon stopped by a death hug from Amy Rose. He smiled and gladly returned the hug.

“Thank you, Shadow the hedgehog. You were the only one to believe in me and support me. You are the best brother a sister can have.” smiled Amy. Amy was happy, she been worried about herself the whole time saying no one is there for her, but left poor Shadow out. Amy then promised herself that she will give up her secret identity soon. They stayed hugging for a while till Shadow couldn’t breath. “Sorry, Shadow.” Amy said. Shadow didn’t care he was happy that she was happier then before. Then they looked into each other eyes, already knowing the next plan move.

Not to far away, on a tree branch was a dark figured shadow. It was studying the scene that just happened to Shadow and Amy. “Well, well, well. Looks like I found out where Amy Rose really is. Shadow the hedgehog is also helping her out also. With this information, I could do a lot. Good luck Amy Rose, very soon your secret won’t be a secret any more. Then the figured jumped from the tree to the floor, while smiling and walking to his destination.