Forgetfully

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This is YellowyHaze the author (:, I just got the new cover tell mee what you think! It's actually mee in the picture and I did all the graphic designing myself. If you would like a cover PM mee! (: Also this book is really good. You should read it. (:

P.S. Sorry about the video but I think it goes along well with his P.O.V. because it talks about when she dies he wants to go with her or will follow her there. Sorry that you have to open youtube to watch it but it's a great song and video... Enjoy! (:

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HIs P.O.V

I have a name but I wish I didn't. I want to be forgotten, to blend in and vanish from other's accusing eyes. They're predjudiced. I'm just rememered as the pitied person. I sit in the back of everyone's mind and when I come up they gossip quietly and say how sorry they are for me. I've withdrawn myself, I'm lonely but i'll survive.

 The love of my life was kidnapped last month. It was a saturday and she was walking with a friend to her house on the back streets of my hometown... How much I hate that place now. It's small and a peaceful town. Nothing has ever happened like this in over seventy years. Anyways, she was the only one that felt right to me, she loved me, and I loved her. I gave her a promise ring for our year  of dating, and this month is our thirteenth now. It was true, a quick connection, one full of laughter and severly painful memories. She was kidnapped in the week after our year anniversary. She was the only one I could talk to. I could share my secrets and keep them confided in her. Since she is gone I have no words and haven't spoken to anyone since, not even to the police when they asked me questions. They understand though, Lilia and I were always together. There was never a time that we didnt see each other. Her being gone... my life no longer means anything. I remember her wide bright green eyes, her long brown hair, and a permanent smile.

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Her P.O.V.

 (*No response*)

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His P.O.V.

This is so stupid, making us go to this mandatory year round school camp, instead of going home to see our families every night. It's a new system that was introduced. My college decided to change the system for what they think will stop students from dropping out and be more in touch with the work they have to do. Seeing as I don't talk to any of my own classmates at least i'll have my brother Darryl will be with me the whole time, because this feeling I have... I don't know if I can live with it. Crying every night because of the loss I feel might kill me. With what was our year anniversary a month ago time has moved extremely slow. I bet if I tried I could count the number of times I blink in a day. It's now the middle of August and I've got  this new rathole to be sent to. Hopefully people won't notice me as often.

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