Modern Ciel X Reader

Chapter 1: Starter

Song: Starter in English

~Your P.O.V.~

Ciel asked me for advice on getting a girl. He said that she likes things I like. I kept thinking it was me. I waited till he asked me out but he never did. He asked out the schools most popular girl, Savannah.

[3 months time skip]

They've been dating for three months. I would always cry myself to sleep wishing that I was her. Every time we're at school he would always sit at the popular table. He would always kiss her, hug her, even make out with her while I just go somewhere else and cry. I knew I was jealous I mean even a deaf person could notice that. He would always call me at night talking about her while I act like I'm enjoying the conversation when I really just want to die. He tried to call me and text me and I would always make up excuses but I'm really just crying or cutting myself.

[3 months time skip]

Ciel and Savannah broke up. He was heartbroken because he found out she was cheating on him. He would always hang out with me know but he no longer had that 3rd spark in his eye now all he had was 2. I would try to cheer him up which worked. He forgot about Savannah. I kept trying to tell him that I like him but the words would never come out. He would always blush when my best friend was around which I never got. I finally got the guts to tell him that I like him but he told me that he doesn't feel the same way and that he only wanted to be my best friend and nothing more. I would again cry myself to sleep and I barely talked to him because of embarrassment. After a week I talked to him again and we were back to normal like nothing ever happened just best friends having fun. But something did happen. I guess I was just a

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