New year

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    I am moving through the crowd
    Living everything behind
My love,my happiness,my sorrow
   Everything that I was holding
Close to my heart
    Because this is the day
    I choose  to end my life
        Forever.....,,
    Giving up your life in a night
   Is something not predictable
      But I like it that way

I looked back to my days
   I saw so much happiness that
My eyes glows like a diamond
     In the necklace
My eyes hold so much love
But I am happy because
     I am leaving my sorrow
Behind and moving on

I walked to the door
  It was closed as usual
     It's here where my sorrows 
            Have been
        Locked since long time
My fear ,my pain,my nightmares
   Every dreadful memories
      Are also stored in this
Closed door
    It reminds me that
I had awful days in my life too
    And the closed door
            Is my diary

I walked to the next door
  There my love is smiling at me
Her eyes are letted up like a star
  She don't know what she means
                To me
She hold my half of heart
She is my smallest light in the darkest night of my days
But now I have to leave here behind too
   Because today I am ending my
              Sorrowful life

I walked to the door
    There he stands,smiling like
There is nothing more joyful
  Than taking my life from me
I wanted to mend so much things
   And I have done lots of corrections too
   Because I can't bring back that
Days after this night
I walked closer to him
   With a hope that he will let me have one more night
   But it seems that is not
   Going to happen
This is worlds fact an this happens
     Every year

So I stand on the tip of the hill
  Holding on to my diary
I have to move on
So here I am at the last night of my life

I burnt my diary which holds my
         Sorrow
  Took a new one to write my
       New life
Here I am at last on the day of
        Judgement
A day ,a new life with so much of
      Hopes and happiness

I opened my heart and love
    To welcome the new life

         THE NEW YEAR

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE
   WISH YOU ALL A BLASTING     
                YEAR

WITH LOTS OF LOVE
     AHSANA

SIGNING OFF
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hai readers here is my gift for the new year
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