My poems

My loneliness

I was always alone my loneliness never creates trouble for me
Until a newbie came to my college he was like a honey who attracts every bees in the garden
Every boys and girls were surrounding him
He was always the center of attention
I walk past him everyday I feel his gazes on me everyday
I always keep check on my emotions that they never come out until I wish to show
I was always good at hiding and my hiding was the best weapon to save myself
My fear was turning true
My heart was Giving up
He was always watching me
He became an eyes for me
I started missing him his eyes where always telling a story and
The story holds only love and I wanted to dive in that love
But I was scared as a baby
Falling in love was not my cup of coffee
He always keep an eye that no one dare to disturb me
His eyes held somuch promise
Which I wished to open and see
Now I always dream of him
When I know he is not going to back
His gazing eyes that I miss like my own soul
Nothing is there to make me life
I cut my life through the vein
It was always flowing river as always it have been
I stopped it to make more of a path and I saw an eyes which I loved to see
Loving at me with so much hate that I myself wish to die
My life is almost at it's end just a push is what it needed
And I felt tht push on me but it was for me to get up from my dream
My dream was of my own life from the past 10 years
Now I am sitting on my balcony feeling the warmness of my soulmate who is has not yet stopped his gazes
And i love to say that
A gaze can make a change in life that make a girl to have a life

With love Ahsana