**A/n**
And we're back with a brand new episode of Hiding Behind Secrets, where all of your questions will be answered!!
Oh Kay so here's the deal all my chapters suck and they take me like a week to write which is soo frustrating to Bryanna even tho she doesn't say they are so I apologize in advanced for this chapter talk to you after
•Bryannas P.O.V•
I woke up and did not feel Niall beside me. Keep calm Bryanna he's probably just down stairs. He wasn't. My heart raced ... he left me! My over dramatic mind came into play as I pictured every unrealistic scenario of why Niall wasnt in the house.
He hates me. He was taken. He wanted to break up with me but didn't know how so he left me here. Every situation at this point sounded like it could be real, like it could have actually happened. I felt dizzy and I couldn't stand any longer. I fell to the ground and landed on my bottom, I cringed at the pain of falling on my tail bone and I crawled to the nearest corner, laid on my stomach and started to scream like something had been ripped out of me. Like a piece of my heart had been taken and crumbled up into tiny little pieces.
I heard the door knob turn. Panic cringed through my bones, I ran an hid behind the door way to the kitchen peering my head around the door frame.
In walked a wobbly and adorable chubby puppy!? Oh Kay was deffinetly not expecting this little guy as the visitor. Chelsey followed not to far behind the puppy. She was texting, her finger flailing and tapping the screen.
BAM! Chelsey walked straight into one of the concrete pillars surrounding the entrance way. after 5 minutes of me just sitting there with my mouth with an "o" shape and laughing, chelsey held her side and started groaning, I finally got up to see if she was okay.
"That's my puppy, Chester," Chelsey groaned still holding her side. "Ok!" I laughed, "Are you okay?" "yeah I'm such a clutz," she answered. "Let doctor Bryanna take a look," I said reaching for her shirt.
Chelsey stumbled up. "I-Im fine!" She stuttered. "Well atleast check and make sure there's no internal bleeding or something," I instructed her.
"I told you I'm okay, jeez can't people just accept a simple answer," She protested. "Ohh Kay chill, I was just looking out for you," I said back. "Yeah whatever," Chelsey rudely responded. "Is that what I get for looking out for you? A snarky comment? Niall probably left me and here you are being a bitch to me." I said. The last part came out and I realized I had said something wrong. Chelsey looked at her feet and let a tear out. "I'm so sorry Chelsey. I didn't mean to say that. I'm so so so sorry." I said. "No I deserved it." She said still looking down at her feet. "No body deserve to be treated like shit, no body. No body deserve to be called names that are so untrue. Especially you chels. You're not a bitch and I totally took that out of context." I said now looking beside me trying to forget that Niall left and that I had just hurt my sister. "I'm so stupid, I'm sorry" I said letting a year slide down my cheek. "No you're not. I am. I've always been the screw up." She said confusing me.
"What is it Chels," I blurted out, "why are you so upset." "It's nothing, its stupid." She answered. "Tell me," I begged. "I did something really stupid, I-I thought it would help the pain some people have caused but it didnt.. but... now I can't stop!" She released. "What did you do?!" I asked. thoughts raced through my head. What could she have done that was so bad she can't tell me. Why wasn't I there? "Bryanna I-I..." she tried to say it but it didn't come out. "Tell me Chelsey!" I yelled scared now. She lowered down into a crouch on the floor her head between her knees.
"I cut myself."
My head was spinning Trying process tgise words. why? I put aside my own thoughts and started thinking about how chelsey felt. I crouched beside her and hugged her. "Its going to be ok.' I said. I heard the floorboard crrak over by the front door, my head snapped up and I saw a trembling Harry in the door way holding Chester, tears filled his eyes.
Oh no. He heard.
•Harry's P.O.V•
"Where?" I shakily said gulping back the tears. "What..." Chelsey said confused. "Where did you harm yourself!?" I said a firmly. "O-On my legs," she responded. I lifted her up and sat her on the counter. I rolled her shorts up. "What - what are you doing!?" her hand clasped mine, stopping it from continuing.
I grabbed her hand and looked into her eyes.
"I want to see how many times you needed me and I wasn't there."
She let go of my hand and I revealed the several wounds sprawled across her upper thigh. I cringed and looked away. I can't believe she would ever even think about Harmon herself. Some cuts were new, some healed. Bryanna cried as she looked at the cuts on Chelsey's leg. "Chelsey! Didn't you ever think you could have just come talk to me! I would've helped!" I yelled. Not because I was angry, only because I was worried. "I don't know!" She answered.
I picked her up, her legs wrapped around my waist, and her arms around my neck, "Whatever caused this, dont listen to the hate Chelsey, youre beautiful and I love you!" our lips intertwined, tasting the strawberry lip gloss she had on. I released the kiss then kissed her forehead, "and don't ever forget that!"
Niall walked in. His face confused when he saw the tears in everyone's eyes. "Why is everyone-" he cut off, "IT'S A PUPPY OH MY!" he said in the funniest voice.
"I KNOW HIS NAME IS CHESTER! WANNA GO PLAY FETCH WITH US NIALL?" Chelsey said in a sort of little kid voice. "I would love too!" Niall replied in the same tone. And the ran to the back yard, leaving Bryanna and I alone.
"So what are we going to do about Chelsey?" Bryanna asked.
•Authors Note•
Im writing this at 2 am so ill change this before publishing. Does it suck bryanna? Be honest. How's your knee aha. Ttyl I'm too tired to write anymore. -Chelsey
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