chapter 25

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•Chelseys P.O.V•

Harry's arms adjusted allowing me to break free from his grasp. I turned around to see his face looking confused, his eyebrows knitted together. "Did I do something wrong?" Harry asked confused. "O-of course not, why would you even ask that?" I protested. "Your not exactly acting yourself Chels, I mean where's your smile, and your jokes that nobody gets, where's you." Harry asked. "Im right here Harry, today might not be my best day, I might not have a good day for a week maybe a months but if that's to much for you to handle don't let me burden you, go live your life."

"What?!" Harry gasped, "Im never leaving you Chelly, I'm here for you I-I love you and I accept you at your best and your worst the point is I love you, all of you and so don't you ever think I'm leaving because I'm NOT leaving I'm here to stay wether you need me or not, I'm here." Harry firmly instructed me. "I don't want you to go Haz," I begged. "Good because I'm not going anywhere," He told me. "But you'll have to go back on your tour .sooner or later," I said, "Then what will you do?" "I'll sort it out, don't worry."

I blinked back the tears and smiled. Harry smiled back and made his way to the couch and turned on the tv.

Wow, the power of a smile. It's like everyone thinks you're okay, if you're smiling. A smile hides so much. I guess it's because a smile is easier than explaining, because no one gets it, your boyfriend doesn't get it, your sister doesn't even get it. Faking is easier than trusting. At this point I don't know who to trust. I couldn't even trust my own god damn father. I can't even trust myself.

I scrolled through my twitter feed, it was full of "fans" telling me how much of a whore I am. How I'm tearing one direction apart, how I'm a slut, I'm ugly, I'm a bitch and the list goes on. The occasional support, telling me how lucky I am and how I shouldn't listen to the hate.

"Im going to go take a nap Hazza, see you in a little bit," I told him. "Do you need me to come cuddle you?" He winked. "Maybe in a little, love ya babe," I walked to my room. I curled under the coral comforter. I grabbed the teddy bear Harry won for me when we were like 14. The memory brought a smile to my face.

My eyelids grew heavy and I drifted off into sleep. It must've been a 5 minute nap, when a night mare shook me out of sleep. I couldn't remember what it was about but tears filled my eyes and I couldn't help but cry. Harry came into my room. He saw the tears streaming down my face, but he didnt say anything, instead he just crawled under the sheets with me and wrapped his arms around me. "Im here now, it's okay." He whispered into my ear. I started crying more. This is so unlike me. I've never cried with anyone else but Bryanna.

Harry sung softly, chasing cars by snow patrol.

"If I lay here, if I just lay here would you lie with me and just forget the world." He sang softly in my ear.

He kissed my head. My sobs grew louder and my trembles got bigger.

All I knew is Harry is here for me, he's more than my boyfriend he's my bestfriend, he's someone I can love, someone I can trust most importantly he's someone I can be myself around. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. He knew i wasnt okay and he knew exactly what i needed. I needed him, Harry Styles.

I turned around so that Harry and I were facing each other, his smile made me smile, and that's when I knew this guys right here, with his arms around me and stroking my hair, he's the one.

•Nialls P.O.V•

My phone vibrated, it was Chelsey

I answered, "Ello" "Hi Ni, Bry went looking for you, I tried giving her a call but she hung up on me, Could you try finding her, I'm running to the grocery store, so could you just let me know if shes okay?"

"yeah sure see ya"

She couldn't of gotten far, a few blocks maybe. I called Bryanna no answer. I ran back to the park, she wasnt there. I looked around the small town and she wasnt there. I walked to the nearest 7 11. I sat on a bench, where could she possibly be? A group of girls with shocked faces started walking over to me.

Shit

I forgot to cover up. Fans. I love them to bits, and I'd love to know everyone of them, when I'm on tour and not when I'm trying to find the girl I love.

"Niall Horan?" A blonde haired girl asked me. "Ey loves!' I responded, "can I sign something for you? Maybe take a picture?" "Yes!!!!" They all responded. We took about 4 or 5 pictures and I signed them and promised to follow their twitters. it's funny how you can practically make a fans life by just following them on twitter. I chuckled to myself. I gave them a quick hug and apologized for running but I have to go.

I ran around the corner and down a alley way, then another one. Im giving up, I thought to myself. She probably just went home. I started winding my way out of the alley ways. I walked down a particularly dark and creepy one. I started speed walking. I exited the alley way and led down a busy road. The sun had completely went down. I tried calling Bryanna again. No answer. I heard a scream. It was Bryannas I knew it.

•Chelsey's P.O.V•

I slid into a pair of black skinny jeans and a comfy hoody and black uggs. "You ready?" Harry asked me. "Yeah let's go!" We headed out to the store in Harry's silver Ferrari. "I could've just sent Paul." Harry told me. "Thats no fun!, I haven't been anywhere in months Haz!" "I know I was just checking."

We got to the store and Harry dropped me off at the front. "Be right in babe." Harry called after me. I nodded. I grabbed a shopping cart and headed down the pre-made food isle. Them out of the corner of my eye I saw someone I was nearly positive I'd never see again. My dad. I tried to move and my body locked, out of scare and shock. He saw me.

•Authors Note•

Hey lovelies. This chapter was too lovey dovey, I know I'm sorry! But Bryanna has something exciting planned for the next chapter and she wouldn't let me write anything from her p.o.v because shes a bum. Jk!! I love you boo!!! So we're at over 600 reads, holy smokes! Thanks guys youre all amazing. Bryanna and I were thinking of doing a bestfriends video where we answer questions about each other so it'll probably be funny, so if you guys want we can post the link to it anyways have an amazing weekend! Love Chelsey ♥😝

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