I NEED TO TRUST MY INSTINCT ( English version )

Family

Leo looked out the window of his mansion. In this house, they are share good and bad memories. The last time he had come there, his family wasn't has large as now, and people was less open mind. They had to flee the city. At this memory, he doesn't remember the exact reason why they had to flee again, but they often do that through the years. They runed beaucse people remember them, or people disappear, or they are exposed. Of course, je knows they can't stay forever in one place. People realize quickly that the time has no hold on them. Besides the fact that they are animal's instinct, they can make mistakes sometimes. That is the reality of their curse. This is even more recuring from the entrance of Hyuk in his family. This child hasn't yet the right balance between animal and human. He didn't need another scandal, not right now. Not when they need to become the most invisible. It is in this time of his family's vulnerability that he had this dream. He always had this power. The power to see the futur. Hum of the futur, because he acknowledges that sometimes reality are different than his vision. But this dream, he clearly remember it. He is sure to be able to find an answer to his question in this city. He had felt his calling. Hakyeon are calling and he had responded. To bring his family in this city wasn't easy. Of course, he agreed with them it could be a trap, but he felt it deep in himself. It was an SOS. Hakyeon called for his help. Since his arrival, he could walk in his dreams and have seen him struggling in the dar and escape a threat. He, too , felt this threat approching this city, espacially this Hakyeon. Leo doesn't know if it was a human being or a monster but he was sure that thing didn't have good intentions. He had spent the night of his first day worrying about this stranger and ask for the thousanth time why ? why the threat comes for Hakyeon ? WHY IS HE SPECIAL ? He was even afraid to meet him and being unmasked. But to his surprise, this man, this cheeky gaze challenged him all day and refused to speak to him. Leo began to undo his shirt with rage. HOW THIS MAN DARE TO CLAIM HIM IN HIS CITY AND THEN TURN HIS BACK ? WHAT GAME DOES HE PLAYING ? HE EVEN DARE TO SEDUCE HONGBIN IN FRONT OF HIS EYE. Leo felt his cheeks burning, how the little game of this man could make him so angry ? Would it be JEALOUSY ? Impossible, he wasn't in this town to claim a lover but to have answer, moreover he isn't attracted to men. But N, with his caramel skin Hum....... He still remembers the smell, that smell with wich he had to fight all day. He could read his mind that he wasn't happy to have him as a partner. Hum, as if it pleased him to struggle with his own instinct all day. Every gesture of this N make him had just one desire, plunging its fangs and drink his blood to the last drop. Never in his life he had been so in little control. He has had many adventure, but after few hours of fun, he referred its partners at home and made them forget that part of their lives. But he felt it, there was something special about this N « Cha Hakyeon who are you ? ». He heard someone clear his throat, so he turned. He had forgotten the presence of his family members. HIS FAMILY. It shouln't be because he was different from them. Yes he shares their curse and understand when thirst become difficult to handle. But he is also more they never will be. THE ONLY ONE IN HIS KIND. There's a part of him that his family can never be filled. This part of him screaming at full moon. He looked at them. There was Ravi, his right arm. One in whom he trusted to take care of his family in his absence. Ravi was the first he had met and the first to agree to form a family with him. Then they were both lonely and tired to flee from others. A few years later, they had encountered Leeteuk and Narsha. At that time, they too fled the influence of their family to finally live their love openly. Leo has never seen such love that fused these two. This isn't envy, he knows that he can't share his curse life. Yet he continues to dream of a futur hapiness for him and his family. He will meet Hongbin and Hyuk more recently but he was aware of their loyalty. These two have never discussed their stories with him, however he knows they have suffered before coming to him. After all, they are all family members, people for whom he is welling to fight and die. It recognizes to have resulted in an adventure where he himself has no more control of the situation, but he trusts his instinct and those of his family members.

« What do we do ? Do we stay ? You yourself say that N doesn't seem to be the one who called you » asked Ravi. « Um, i do not know too much, i read his mind and he didn't realize that they had called us. I can't identify his personnality. It is more animosity to me the day, and yet the evening he called me in his dreams. He seems to be struggling against something really dark. No i doesn't think he is aware of the thing who is coming in his life. » said Leo. « And his friend Ken, is he involved ? » Hongbin forward. Everyone turned to Ravi, the one with wich Ken has spent the most time. « Um, i do not know, Ken is open and talkative nature, but if we are not careful, we don't realize that most of his comments are futile and facts just to divert attention. I feel that each anecdoctes was only to make me talk to us. He was trying to get information. » « Do you think he is a danger for Hakyeon ? » « I do not know, they are childhood's friends and it is sure that N has more confidence in him than us. I phink we should be cautions until we know what they really wanted ». They went all agreed to continue their game and reveal the true face of Ken and N.

« Ken, what happened in the forest ? » Ken looked at his friend and made a big eyes « You don't remember ? » «No i have a black hole of this evening » « well, i know you were funky but not at this point, you haven't stop screaming in my ears, i need to tell you that wasn't necessary because i have a VERY PERFECT AND SENSITIVE HEARING. Then you fainted when you saw Ravi and the others. Listen, i think the next time i will go alone because you really weigh heavy to carry up to your house. » Hakyeon blushed, it wasn't expected to vanish like a pocelain doll. But it was the fault of that LEO. He didn't feel this man. At the same time, his eyes attracted him. His beautiful black eyes, his lips, his smile, his sweet voice, ......WAKE UP HAKYEON YOU HATE THIS GUY. While it would be repugnant to you, but he can't forget the feeling of fear mixed with pleasure when he is near him. Hakyeon had still not spoken to him. And he doesn't think he will do that soon. Yes Ken always stay with Ravi now, and Hongbin and Hyuk often come to sit with them during meals. But that was all. Hakyeon are just content to eat and listen to them talk. He no longer thought useful to continue its strategy of seduction. For a week these people arrived in his town, he had no life. Everynight, he remade the same dream and woke up the morning sweat. it lacked terribly sleep. Also, he's pretty face did not look great this day. There was many dark circles under his eyes. Ken had noticed his change but he knows he would never not ask him the question, not before Hakyeon allowed him to do it. Yet it is so easy to tell his best friend that you can't sleep at night due to repetitive nightmares, but he couldn't. he hardly remembered the essence of dreams. Each morning he had left just as fear and those dark eyes, the same contemplating him at meals everyday. But those eyes are less threatening in daylight. During the day, he was able to watch at them, but at night he hid under the covers. He really doesn't know what to do or to think.

The week that followed the arrival of the new family, Hakyeon was faced with a difficult choice « so where do you went us to do this work, at my home or at yours ? » asked Léo. Hakyeon looked at him with big eyes. IT WOULD REMAIN DUTY HOURS ONLY WITH THIS MAN. LEO AND HIM ALONE IN A HOUSE ? IMPOSSIBLE.