I NEED TO TRUST MY INSTINCT ( English version )

Sweet dream

Hakyeon didn't understand how the situation could get there. Leo and him alone in his room. He wanted to have for the first time his mother at home. It could thus provide the pretext for his presence to remain with her. But no-one. Yet he knows that his mother with her nurse job, was not often at home. Yet his large bedroom now looked like a small hole with the presence of this man. His presence was choking. Hayeon didn't understand why ? why he still felt hill at ease with him ? He still feared more the ability of the man to read him. He was sure now, after days studying his behavior, he had come to the conclusion that Leo was different. First of all, he nver had seen him eat. Ravi had told Ken that Leo had a special regime because he was allergic to almost everything. So why he doesn't come to school with an already prepared meal ? Curious. He also noted that He and his family didn't like to stay long in the sun. They say they are sensitive to the sun and catch very often sunburn. Possible, Hayeon says, because they have really whyte and dull skin. They haven't had sun exposure often as children. Ken had told him that Ravi was often cold skin to the touch. So Hakyeon wanted to test his theory to Leo. He had pretended during a classroom session to bring down his pen next to his companion. And rebuked he had touched the hand of Leo. What happened was a shock for both. They resented an electric shock that made them jump. From that moment, Leo watched more Hakyeon's actions, giving chills to him. However, Hakyeon was certain of one thing now, LEO HAD ABSOLUTELY NOT A COLD SKIN. He also noticed the tendency of his Leo to outpace his remarks. He often answer questions that Hakyeon doesn't say verbally, or give him things before he expresses the need. That part of him has always intrigued Hakyeon and frightened him. Especially fear that this man is currently in his personal space. HIS BEDROOM. The place where he compiles his personal belongins, where he show his passion and reveals some of his unknown to others. He had discussed the situation in his head when Leo had offered him the choice between his house or his. But there was no way for him to go to the house where everyone was unfamiliar to him and where he was in a weak position. So he chose his house. And now Leo could read him short. He could see the pics of his idols plastered on the walls. He could see the huge array of magazines and lint. And above all, he could see his bed in pink. He heard Leo laugh. « WHAT ? » Leo raised his hands to show his capitulation « i didn't say anything » « Maybe, but i hear you laughing out loud, i don't have the right to love pink color ? well you dress in all black, do i criticize your clothing style ? » « Hakyeon, i have said nothing, keep quiet and come here » Leo said, patting the seat beside him. NO HE DIDN'T DARE. Hakyeon see red. Leo was lying in his bed. HIS BED. His most personal space had been violated by this evil and he wanted him to seat beside him ? Aren't he crazy ? Hakyeon approached his bed to better overlook this Leo and tell him a few truths. But at the moment he was screaming his frustration, he felt a hand pulling him by the arm and in the next moment his body was pressed on the chest of the man. Hakyeon blushed violently.

Leo had had enough. For days he was looking for a way to help Hakyeon. He saw it every day coming up with increasingly dark circles under his eyes deep. He knew that N was prone to nightmares. Himself was trying everynight entering his dreams but nothing to calm him. he blamed himself for not being able to do anything. So when their teacher offered a homework to do at duet, it was the perfect opportunity. Of course, he didn't expect Hakyeon's home, he isn't an idiot he knows perfectly the reason of Hakyeon's choice however he is happy to be alone with him and discovered the inside of his room. He saw the stress of his presence and now the angriness of Hakyeon against him, but it's even more worried to see that his colleague was really exhausted. He had to help him sleep. Then he threw himself on his bed and proposed Hakyeon to join him.Rather throw himself under a bridge. He felt the Hakyeon tornado approached him but he didn't gime him the time to explode and pulled him into the bed. Leo thought he pulled him really strong because Hakyeon is now under him and HE LOVED IT. He felt his little warm body to move him to free himself. Every little bit fetched up his desire to keep even more pressing against him. But it was an emergency. Hakyeon need to sleep. He took slow his chin in his hand and looked him straight in the eye « You have to sleep Hakyeon ». His hypnotic power often walked with humans. But he wasn't sure of his effectiveness on Hakyeon because he wasn't a human being like others. Yet he was not moving in his arm. He had just fallen asleep. Leo sighed and settled into bed. He was finally able to relax a bit. He looked at he deamon Hakyeon become an angel in his sleep. He took the time to contemplated his closed eyes, long eyelashes and specially his fine rosy lips. Then he remembered that at no time when they touched, THERE WAS AN ELECTRIC SHOCK.

Ravi was laughing. He had before him a Ken absolutely disgusted and wanted to know « That's all inside your house ? It isn't exceptional. The front is so beautiful that i spent my childhood dream to enter one day in this house, and it is just that ? I'm disappointed » « You can not say that Ken, you've only see the show from the entrance. It's a mansion, there are still dozens of others rooms « protested Ravi. « No thanks you one is enough for me, I RETURNS AT HOME ». Ken grabbed his bag and turned around. Ravi rushed and took him in his arms to prevent him from going out. It became routine for them to touch each other oftent. Ken wasn't a prude and was not the type to censor themselves. If he doesn't like things, he was the type to say it regardless of place and time. Ravi loves this part of him. Usually his predator's side has always preferred easy prey to get. It's not that his prey have a choice, his condition made him the dominant animal in the food chain. However, that Ken is nothing easy prey. And since he knew him, Ravi never has seen Ken submit to anyone, not even his bestfriend. « Kim Wonshik i advise you to let me go right now, otherwise it will be to your risks and perils » said Ken squirming in his new friend's arms. Ravi released him immediately. It's not that he was afraid of Ken, he was much stronger than him, it was just that from experience he knew that he used to defend himself by giving heavy blows to strategic places like his lower body. « Ok, seen your character, i know what you please, follow me » Ravi suggested pulling his friend by the arm. « WHAT WITH MY CHARACTER ? » screamed Ken but followed him through a long corridor and found himself before a huge door. What he saw behind the door, put him in ecstasy. « Wow » he said. the room was huge with waxed floors, huge paintings on the walls, mirrors everywhere and a big white piano. « Welcome to our ballroom ». Ken scarcely listened Ravi and scrutinized the table one by one. « WOW it's so beautiful » « oh it must be nice to live at that time. I love this room Ravi ». It clapping to run at all directions until Ravi stop him by taking his hand. « would you give me this dance ? » « delighted, i'm not a woman » « i know, Lee Jeahwan would you concede a dance to the poor Wonshik who is dying to dance a waltz with you ? ». Ken was delighted, he had seen this kind of situation only on movies. No matter if he was a man, he would dance a waltz like in the movie « Gone with the wind ». He will be Scarlett O'hara for a few minutes. He smiled and while accepting Ravi's hand, he said « i dare not let you die my dear Wonshik ». Ravi then took him in his arms and began to dance. He didn't know when is that game would stop, but it was sure of one thing, he wanted to enjoy as long as possible.

Hongbin and Hyuk are sitting on the stairs and watching Ravi and Ken. They were shocked. « Hyung, i don't recognize Ravi recently, this is the first time, i've seen him like this. Is it necessary that we do something ? » asked Hyuk. « No, let him have fun, there is nothing else to do in this city. I trust Ravi to do the right thing when the time coming. He has always been loyal to Leo ». Hongbin gave a pat on the back on his dongsaeng « it comes time for your training » « Shiro, i don't want to » « Hyuk, i will not repeat myself twice » « WHY ? Why it is always up to me, none of you does it » « It's because WE CAN CONTROL OURSELF, not like you » « This isn't true, just looking at you everymorning Hyung is enough to relieve my thirst » « You really want me to leave and let Leeteuk and Narsha take care of you ? ». Hyuk shook his head « No Binnie hyung, i said nothing, i'm coming ».

Leo still looked Hakyeon sleep peacefully. He was relieved to see him finally recover forces. It may sleep better tonight without worrying for him. He brushed Hakyeon's hair « sleep in peace, i will watch over you ». He puts his lips in the forehead of the latter and gave him a gentle kiss. It is when he is getting up that Leo saw that Hakyeon's eyes were wide open. But it wasn't his usual eyes. These eyes were EMERALD BLUE and stared into his eyes. Leo felt like sucked into a whirlpool. Something was wrong. HE WAS ABOUT TO TURN HERE in this room and in front of Hakyeon.