Always you

3.

Camila PoV:

Throughout each song I could feel Lauren's gaze on me. It took everything I had not to meet her eyes in one of her long lingering glances. But I knew if I looked I'd break down and I couldn't allow the fans to see that it would be embarrassing. So I kept complete focus on the show and a very like percentage on Lauren.

No ones PoV:

You couldn't say the same about Lauren though. Even when she had talked her self into not being constantly on Camila. Her main focus still led to the petite brunette. Lauren felt like a spotlight had landed on Camila and forced her attention to only be on the girl and her large but as it swayed to the lyrics of each song. Lauren could hear the fans screaming "camren" but had not intention of looking away from what Lauren knew of now as the love of her life.

Lauren PoV: l

I realised my glances weren't being returned and if it wasn't the small amount of optimism and hope I had left in me and the crazy fans keeping me happy I would have ran off the stage. I would have ran as far as I could, maybe to the previous bathroom stall I occupied.

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Lauren PoV:

After the show had finished everyone went there separate ways to get changed and Dinah made it clear we needed to be back in the bus in 30 minutes, so we could have are chill out and watch a movie together to calm down after the performance thrill. Although what had been said I decided to take my time, as I wasn't all to keen on sitting on the bus with my band mates as one of them so happens to be the girl who is occupying every thought I have.

So when I reach the bus I'm not in the mood to be with everyone else, having them ask question on my depressed state. As I would much rather lay in my bunk and scroll through tumblr until the early hours of the morning. On my way to do just that I see everyone gathered at the front of the bus. "Where the hell have you been I said 30 minutes didn't I" Dinah said to me when I first arrived in front of the group. I didn't reply. " just come sit with us the films about to start" ally then calls out to me. I don't have the energy to reply so I don't. I just shake my head giving them a no. Before proceeding to walk to my bunk I turn around to see her, she's looking at me with what I thought seems to be regret almost as If she cared about the way she's been treating me. I can't take it anymore and sniffle out a response "I'm tired I'm going to go straight to bed" before hearing a response I quickly throw myself down the bus and into my bunk. Securing myself in a comfortable position under my covers and secured with headphones blasting music into my ears.

Camila PoV:

All attentions on me. Lauren didn't make it a secret that I'm the reason she was going to bed early due to her sad eyes shooting daggers at me. I knew the girls were going to ask questions that I didn't feel ready to answer to. So I spoke up "let's play the film then". They seemed to understand and ally pressed play on the film. I turned my head to the person who had just filled the gap next to me to see Dinah with a questioning look. A few weeks ago when my liking of Lauren had got out of hand i vented to Dinah to see her thoughts on it she helps me with it ever since. Not that I always listen as she told me to not shut Lauren out, probably should have listened to her.

She leaned in so only I could here her ask "is everything ok"I replied with a shrug and " can we talk about it later" she nodded and I took my eyes back to the screen. Although I wasn't really watching the film as all my mind could think about was ways to make it up to Lauren.