Hey guys. As I talked about in the announcements I made Shawn's was not doing so good. Well, I read him what ecam2002 and ThatFnafGirlJessica left for him. He said after reading them "I didn't think anyone would say anything. This is quite a pleasant surprise!" Me and two of his other friends were there and they had their last words then he made a final request of the last song he wanted to hear which was was See You Again. And he said I was kind of funny, the night before he said "Lets party like its the last night of our lives!". His last words were: "Why do I have to die on a day I should feel more alive?". After that it felt like seconds, but it took minutes watching the heart rate monitor slow, then stop. This is the first time I've had to watch a friend die in front of me and I hope it's the last. And I'll be the one to admit, for the first time in months, I cried. Even with all the people in the room, I suddenly felt alone.
He will be removed from any story I make from here on out. He was an amazing friend and I will remember him always. I knew someday he would die, but never thought it would be by a drunk driver on news years day, four days from his 17th birthday. Happy new year? So far it's shit. Complete shit. I'm sorry I have to tell you guys about all this.