Chapter 3: Why Not phil

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by band_bicth

by band_bicth

" Dan , no " Phil said suddenly.
Dan pressed stop and looked at Phil strangely . "What's wrong " Dan said , a hint of worry laced with annoyance in his tone .
" This all feels wrong " Phil said looking down.
"What do you mean it feels wrong " Dan said, anger in his voice, " You wanted to do this and now you are backing out , why ?" Anger and confusion filled his voice.
" I just am not comfortable with it yet , yes we will be able to publicly display affection but are relationship will not be are little secret , yeah sure the Internet ships us already but if me make it official the world will know and I don't want them to" tears were on the verge of Phil's eyes .
"But I'm tried of hinding it Phil " Dan said, anger in his voice, " I want to let people know we have been together, I love you Phil , I don't want to have to hind that " Dan was crying now .
" Dan I know I'm just not ready " Phil said, his tone quieted .
" Your not ready , your not ready "
A look of utter anger filled Dan's face , " GET OUT " Dan yelled , tears running down his face , " GET OUT " he yelled again , venom lacing his tone .
Phil startled by this slowly walked towards Dan attempting to comfort the crying Dan.
"NO " Dan yelled , " GET OUT " tears still running down his face .
Phil walked out of the room on the verge of tears, quietly closed the door and sat down in the hallway outside Dan's room recounting the events that just happened realising then that he had fucked up.