hermosa ☾s.f

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Songs:
FUCKING YOUNG - Tyler The Creator
PERFECT - Tyler The Creator
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ANAELI GARCIA

two weeks. It's been two weeks since the kiss with steven. He's texted me all asking me to forgive me about him kissing me. Honestly, as much as I don't want to talk to him. What am I supposed to say?, "Hey it's okay because I liked the kiss."? No.

My phone buzzed again.

pinche flacko🤑: ana! Answer me please!

pinche flacko🤑: ana! stop leaving me on read, just answer me. I'm sorry😔

I sighed and just read his message again. I got up and changed into my black Adidas soccer shorts and a black tank top. I decided to go on Instagram and the first thing i saw on my timeline was Steven Fernandez fucking Esperanza. I rolled my eyes and sighed. I got annoyed of seeing Steven on Instagram so I just went on snapchat. I went on Ashely's story, one of my friends and saw a video of her and Steven smoking and my heart dropped. He is such a fucking liar. I hate him.

I decided to finally reply to his texts.

To pinche flacko🤑: you promised me that you weren't gonna smoke again.
To pinche flacko🤑: you lied. You broke your fucking promise.

My dumbass watched the rest of her story and saw them make out. Then, for the fucking cherry on top, he left her a fucking hickey. How fucking sweet. I felt my blood boiling from anger. I screamed and punched the wall and started crying.

I broke down and all I could think about was all of our memories, all the times we laughed and stayed up all night and all the times he saw me cry and made me feel happy, all the times we ditched and just talked and went to the park. I remember every little memory and it hurt me just thinking about it. I was bearly able to swallow because of how much I was crying. I felt myself losing breath. I was thinking about losing him to my friend, my own fucking friend. What if I never talk to him again? What if he stops caring about how I am? What if he'll never be there for me when I'm sad and I have no one to talk to and I feel like dying?

I kept thinking that over and over again and i started losing my breath. I was having a panic attack.