The Diary Of A Fat Teenager

Bad luck !!!

I had no stamina left . I think that was the first time I ran so much . I felt as if my legs were gonna break anyt moment. Now I was not only hungry but I was also tired . I didn't want to walk it to the canteen . I wish we had a small car service taking us from the changingroom to the canteen . I had to come out of my dreamland and walk !  

By the time I reached the canteen there was a long line . I stood there . Luckily the line was moving fast . Soon it was my turn . And guess what was on the Menu ! It was my favourite  

Cheese hamburger with coke and fries ! Finally after so much hard work I get my treat . I was overjoyed ! I filled my plate with two burgers and a lot of fries and obviously coke . As I went on to take the coke I heard a Stern voice from behind my shoulder

"Miss White! What on earth are you doing ? Is that your lunch for today ? It looks like you have taken your lunch for the entire month "

Arggghhhhhhh! It was Mason! What could I do . Does he mean I shoudnt eat ? I'm surely not going to starve myself just cos my Gym teacher doesn't like it . I was really annoyed this arse made me excersice soo much and now he's not letting me Eat . That's a smart way of taking revenge ! Seriously .

"Sorry to say Mr.Newland I didn't get you ? You probably mean I shouldn't eat ? I said in a shrude way . I was feeling bad for what I said . I never had been rude to him . But I had to defend myself .

"Miss White I didn't say that ! If you can look to your left I've organised a special counter for youl . Itl serve fruits,sprouts,salads, leafy vegetable's and curds along with fresh juices "

What was he thinking ? Is this all enough to fill my poor tummy ? Like c'mmon I've been working since morning . And only fruits and those sick leavy vegetables ! This is like a serious joke !

" Gimme something fast ! Gimme please ! If you don't I'll faint ! " I heard my tummy cry out  

" Baby just a little time more " I said softly to my tummy

"Miss White did you say something ? "

Oh crap did he hear that ! Ohh no no ! He'd think I'm such a fool ! Well I'm not going to call him baby atleast not now when he's plaining to keep me hungry !  

Was It the same guy who used to eat 5 burgers only for breakfast and now he's asking me to eat lesser then what an infant would eat ! It seemed as if he had been possesed by a dietfreakgreenleafyvegetableslovers ghost !!

"No sir ! "I said with a smirk on my face  

" Ohkay then please go ahead and have your lunch " he said with a victory like smile on his Face

I filled my plate with few slices of cucumber and tomatoes . I took a apple too . And began to look out for Cass and Liam . Mason too had taken his lunch and was siting in the students canteen. I wanteed to sit with him as he sat alone . But siting with him would make us the topic of gossip for the entire year . I decided to walk pass by him . It was not easy for me to do so. I was also too irritated with him . I didn't wanna talk .

"Miss white !" I heard him call . I didn't wanna turn . What if asks me to join him . I woudnt have been able to resist myself . I would have to go against my will and sit with him !

" Yes Mr. Newland?" I said hoping and prayiNg he doesn't ask me to sit with him

" I know you felt bad . But you know what ! Hunger is just a State of mind ! I'm sure once you over come it Youl regret all the curses and abuses your giving me in your mind right now "

Wtf like he knew me so well ! He could read my mind ! That sentence was enough to melt my heart !I started regreting for giving him such curses and abuses ! I again started feeling bad . I had completely forgotten he was just doing his job . And whatever he was doing it was for me . I really felt bad !

I was left speechless after what he said . Only thing I could do is give him a really sweet smile and go from there when though my heart said, 

"Go hug him spence ! He's worth more then a sweet smile "  

" Uummm no I can't do that now". I sighed

" Did you say something ?" Mason said giving me the weird look  

" Uhh no ! I gotta go I'll catch up with you later Mason ! " I said forgetting who he's at school

I quickly walked away ! Thank god he didn't call me again .Soon I saw Liam and Cass siting and having lunch .

"Hey guys ! Watsup!"  

"Hey spence ! " Both of them said . They were not that energetic how they normally be !  

"What's happened guys ? Anything wrong? " I asked as concern appeared on my face .  

"Did youl have an argument ? O did someone try to hit on Cass ? O did Emily...Did that bitch do something ?" I asked them

I swear if that bitch did anything to my friends I would chop her into pieces and feed her to the wild dogs !

"Umm its not that Spence , ummm -a-a actually Cass " Liam said with hesitation in his voice 

" Cass what Liam?"  

"Cass ummmm ......" When suddenly Cass cuts him as her phone starts ringing 

The call was from her Mum . She left for home as soon as she hung up on her mum .  

" Cass can you temme what happened?"  

" Spence , Liam and you meet me after school at home . We'll speak then " Cass said while leaving

After she left Liam too didn't speak a word . He didn't smile neither cracked a joke . It was just him and his lunch . He kept playing with his fork and spoon even after he finished his meal . I smelt something really wrong .

"Liam can you tell me what the fuck is going ? Is Cass preggers ? What's wrong ?! " I said raising my voice  

"Spence we'll talk about this later ! I can't speak right now " he said as his voice cracked  

He soon broke down into tears . He got up and left . Now I was alone there wondering what just hapened in last few minutes Cass geting a call and then leaving and Liam breaking down ! Woah it was just too much for me to handle . I couldn't eat anything even though I was hungry . 

I was waiting for school to get over and Liam to drive me down to Cass' place .

Today's day was drastically Long ! It felt as if it was never going to end ! The finay bell was the best sound I've heard in my life ! I quickly ran out with Liam and made him drive as soon as he could . We were like strangers in the car ! Mahn it was weird ! Soon we were there outside Cass' house !

"Hey Mrs.Desa is Cass there ?" I asked her mum  

'Oh yah Spencer you can go meet her she's up in her room " 

"Thanx Mrs Desa "

"Cass ? You ohkay ?" I asked as I entered the room holding Liam's hand as he had tears in his eyes 

"Hey Spence , I'm sorry about today afternoon !". Cass said giving me a warm hug .  

" What hapened ? Liam too was crying !" 

"Aww sweetheart you don't need to cry ! I'm not dying or anything ! We'll stay in touch !" 

She said hugging Liam .

"Wha...wha....what do you mean by we'll stay in touch Cass? "  

"You know what I mean spence ! Its finally done !" 

"When are you leaving ? "  

"Within a week " she said as she tried to keep back her tears

Shit !she's going ! She and her Family wanted to migrate to NZ . She was really exicted for it .she kept telling me one day she'll leave and I was mentally prepared for it . I knew one day or the other she was going to go and I had to accept it as it comes. I didn't know it would come soo soon ! That too in a time where I had all problems in my way ! She was the only person I could share stuff with and now she's leaving ! Who would I share my stupid talks with in school ! I wanted to cry ! But I had to be by her side ! So she could go . I didn't want her to be disappointed when she left ! I wanted to give her the best farewell ever !