We All Make Mistakes

Chapter Eight

*Mark's Pov*
Today is the first day of Pax. It was going to be (y/n)'s first year of Pax. I stand around next to my panel. To my right is where (y/n) and (f/n)'s panel is. People start arriving right away. It gets filled with people everywhere.

Eventually, Jack comes over to my panel. "Hey Mark!"

"Jack!" I give him a hug. "It's good to see you man."

"So, (y/n) asked me to walk her down the aisle! I'm so excited!"

"Oh...she already asked you..." I pause. "We were going to ask together."

"Yeah, she mentioned that. At least the wedding is still on. She just needs time to calm down is all." He pats me on the back. I give him a fake smile. He walks back to his own booth. Them I am forced to be happy for all of the fans. Then I see a familiar little girl, who isn't as little as I remember her.

"Hi Mark!" Zoie says.

"Zoie! Is that really you?" I haven't seen her in what seems like forever.

"I subscribed to (y/n)'s channel when I found out she made one! Then I felt really cool because I met you guys when you first started dating!"

"I'm sure she appreciates the subscribe! I'll be sure to tell her that you did that!"

"Wait, she isn't here? I thought she was going to be here with (f/n)?" She looks disappointed.

"Her dad passed away. The funeral is the last day of Pax."

"That's sad. I hope she is okay. Are you leaving early for the funeral?"

"I haven't thought about that."

"Oh. Well here, can you sign this?" She hands me her Tiny Box Tim. "Don't worry. I won't make you kiss him this time." She laughs.

"How old are you now?" I ask while I sign Tim.

"Nine. Well, I'll be ten in a couple days."

"Well, Happy birthday! It was good seeing you again! Hopefully we'll see each other again soon!" I hand her Tim back.

"Bye Mark!"

I overhear her friend say, "You know Mark?"

"I met him when I was six."

"He acted like you two were best friends!"

"I guess we are? He's just a normal guy who's on youtube. That's what I think people don't understand. He's just like us except has fans." Then they go completely out of earshot. She seems very smart for her age. I'm surprised at that young, she can understand I'm normal, yet people who are 20, act like I'm Jesus. But it really was good to see her again. Put me in a better mood. The rest of the day I'm happier.

Finally, the first day of Pax is over. Not that I didn't enjoy it. I'm just happy I can finally rest. When I get back to my hotel room, I lay down with my face in the pillow and I sigh. I pull out my phone and text (y/n). Of course I don't think that she will respond.

Hey. Pax is over. I miss you a lot. I love you so much baby. Wish you were here. Thinking of you.

Why did you do it?

What?

Hit me? Why?

Babe I didn't mean to. I know that sounds stupid but...I guess maybe my mom was right. Maybe I didn't change. I thought I could control my anger but you wouldn't let me talk. Babe I swear on my life I didn't kiss that girl. She kissed me. She was a crazy fangirl that wanted a picture of us hugging. When I pulled away she grabbed me and kissed me. Her friend took the picture at that exact moment. I don't know how she got a perfect shot but I swear I pushed her away as soon as she did it. You just can't see that by the picture. I cant say this enough. I'm so so so sorry.

I love you too. Sorry for not listening.

No! You are not at fault here! This was all me! I hit you! That wasn't even close to okay! I don't want any part of you to be sorry! I'm sorry. Only me.

Then she doesn't respond again.