-andreas pov-
2016 amazing. I've been waiting for this year.12th grade. my last year. thank. god.
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let me just recap you on how the past year has been. me and Kian have broken up, sadly but through even a breakup I still love him. nothing can ever change that .
me and him broke up during summer, I was going to his house to go hangout and give him a present. but when I walk in his room he's with another girl SLEEPING with another girl .
I ran out crying and threw the present (it was a letter from my diary from when I was in 4th grade to him) we haven't really talked since then.
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ugh it's 7:30 I need to start getting ready for school. I put on black skinny jeans. a white crop top.I finish curling my hair and leave in my car to school. I get my schedule and see i have ms.johnson. this year is already going to suck THAT TEACHER HATES ME.
I meet up with Jenn and we catch up since she's been in New York for the past few weeks.
"so Jenn any cute guys over there?""no actually more opposite just lots of business guys" she says "but actually there was one"
"WHATTTTTT WHOOO" I scream
"his name is jack baran I think, I didn't really talk to him but he said he made YouTube videos"
"really maybe we'll Kian knows him" I say remembering we aren't together anymore
"Andrea you need to forget him, he's a douche."
we walk to our classes and when I walk in my class, Kian is of course in my class. we have had class together since 3RD GRADE. this is the only year I wish I didn't get class with him.
-kians pov-
oh my Andreas in this class, I haven't spoken to her since I cheated on her. I never regretted something so much.i smiled at her but she rolled her eyes and turned away. I notice there's this guy she hasn't taken her eyes off since class started. he's looking all up on her too. he went to Andrea and I can tell he was flirting with her, touching her hair and stuff.
I walked to them. I don't know what I'm doing.
"get off of her bro" I said pushing him away from her."hey what's your problem" he says "not my fault she likes the guys that can treat a girl right "
he walks away smirking and tells Andrea to call him later.
"Kian what the fuck are you doing?" she says
"I- I don't know I just didn't like the way he was all up on you" I said scratching my neck
"that's not your decision on who I talk to. you lost that decision when you decided to cheat on me" she looked teary eyed and walked away
"Andrea I'm sorry " I said but she was already gone
-Andreas pov-
so, that just happened. I try talking to a cute guy and Kian comes and ruins it .if kian cares about me still why would he even cheat on me in the first place. or he could of at least tried to have us just be friends after that .
through the whole day he would look at me and smile, I would just look away. I don't know I'm like mad and in love with him at the same time . pretty dumb if you ask me, still being in love with the guy that broke your heart.
the school day is over so I get in my car and am about to leave. I see kians car is parked next to me and him and jc get in. jc points to me and I can't tell what they're saying but after that jc waves to me and I wave back confused.
I leave and go home . I'm on my laptop and I'm in a pretty good mood now. I go on Twitter and see
@ kianlawley: happy I saw her today, I can't say she was too excited to see me😕it's pretty obvious that's about me. and then I get a text
from: kian
Andrea can we catch up soon? Friday maybe?
to: kian
sure but just catching up. nothing more. where at?
from: kian
olive garden? I'll pick you up
to: kian
no that's a place to go on a date, what about the mall I need to buy some stuff anyway. and I'll drive myself.
from: kian
ok well sounds good I guess, I just want to talk to you .I don't respond. he seems like he's trying to get me back or something. I'm not sure I really want him back right now. I'm starting to like Cameron (the guy I was talking to in class)
he's really sweet and very hot ..I call Cameron and we talk for a couple hours, one thing that I can forget he said was
"I can tell by when you and Kian look at each other you guys still have feelings for each other. if you really love him you'd give him another chance. I really like you but I would just want you to be happy"when I think about it I realized that he said he really likes me. that's two guys who really like me at the same time. wow never seen that coming .
-kians pov-
it's finally Friday, get to go on the date with Andrea- we'll hangout at the mall with her but still sort of a date !
I take a shower and get ready.
it's 3 pm so i decide to text her to see what time we should go
to: Andrea ❥
hey what time are we meeting at the mall?
from: Andrea ❥
I'm so sorry but I have to have a rain check!
to: Andrea ❥
what why ?
from: Andrea ❥
something came up I'm so sorry! maybe next week .now I'm bummed. I waited for this all week. I decide since I'm already ready I'll just go to Panda Express to get something to eat.
while I'm walking in Panda Express I look at Olive Garden that's right next to it. I see Andrea and that guy Cameron eating together at a table. I feel so broken hearted. she lied to me to go with him instead. i can't believe I made her feel like this when she walked in on me .
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