Jessica's POV
When we get to the diner where we will be eating breakfast, we tell the host it'll just be the 2 of us. She guides us to a little booth in the back corner where it's pretty isolated.
The diner is a small restaurant that not too many people know about. Mostly older people come here because it's such a old place. Harry and I come here a lot. This was one of the first places we came together when we were kids.
"So what do you want to talk about?" I ask when we are seated.
Before he can answer my question a waitress comes over to take our orders.
"Hi welcome to Georges Diner, my names Amy, may I start you off with a beverage?"
The waitress is tall and skinny. She has blonde hair and brown eyes. Her hair looks artificially dyed. Her lips are very red and plump, her outfit is skimpy and she looks hung over.
"I'll take a water please. " I say smiling at her.
"And for you handsome?" She asks in a flirty way.
I find myself getting like a jealous girlfriend. He's not evening mine yet I'm acting like this. He belongs to another woman.
"I'll take a Pepsi." He winks.
He's such a flirt.
"I'll be right back. " she smiles.
"Well... let's talk about you being mad at me. " he says when she leaves.
"Yeah. "
"I get why you're mad but I said I was sorry a lot of times. "
"Harry just because you say sorry doesn't mean you're totally forgiven. "
"Why?"
"Maybe if you were to say it the first time then it counts, but you keep hurting me and hurting me and hurting me then you say sorry like its no big deal and I should just instantly forgive you. " tears start to form in my eyes before they spill loose.
"I'm- " Harry says speechlessly.
"I get it Harry you don't realize what you do until you see the effect it has on me. " I say now crying.
Harry gets up from the other side of the booth and comes to my side. He then scoots in and cradles me in his arms.
He never did realize how much he hurts me until this very moment.
"You just think that- that I'm stupid. "
"You're not stupid Jess, I'm the stupid one. I keep hurting my best friend. "
"Until one day you won't have a best friend to hurt. " I say instantly regretting it.
I just basically said one day Harry and I won't be friends. He doesn't say anything. He looks hurt by this statement that I've just said. This hurt look on his face gives me grief and pain. I'm upset by him. I kind of enjoy this pain that I'm giving him because it's like the pain I'm feeling right now.
I honestly do feel as if I'm losing my best friend. I want him to know how I feel and I want him to feel this pain yet I don't.
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