God Changed Me By: Isaac Albright

Chapter 5: I Become Depressed

                             Later on in my life I became very depressed because of loosing all of my friends it was hard for me to cope with. All the people that I had trusted had completely stabbed me in the back I felt as if I could trust no one ever again. I felt like God was punishing me for doing something wrong. I come to the point where I was drinking and cutting myself. Then I even came to the point where I thought the only thing that would make me happy was weed so I started smoking weed non stop. Then one night before I was about to smoke a joint God came to me and said," my child you have strayed away from me you have turned back to your evil ways and have become one with the world. You have done evil in the eyes of me and there will be consequences to your actions but you must make the choice now do you want me or the world." I told God I want you dear Lord you are my pride and joy I am sorry for sinning want you find it in your heart to forgive me.

                          Later that week my parents had discovered I had been cutting myself not only did they discover that but they also discovered I had been smoking cigars. So my mom set up a meeting with the pastor at our church I was so scared to tell him what I had been doing. I thought the pastor would kick me out as a member at our church. But he didn't he actually helped me and gave me a huge hug and told me he loves me and is proud of me for fessing what I had been doing. So my mom told me that I was not aloud to shut my door and I cant have no privacy for she was afraid that I would start cutting again .

                     So I started becoming less depressed and more happy I was reading my bible more and I was going to church more it was like I didn't have a worry in the world. I started loosing a little weight and got down to one hundred eighty pounds when I was weighing one hundred eighty nine pounds I was proud of myself. My depression slowly started going away my hate for people slowly started going away my anger started going away my sadness my pain my hurt it all went away. God had made my life better he had took all my pain away and casted it out of my body. I never thought God would do something like that for me he is Almighty and Amazing he is wonderful and powerful never take God for a joke.

          My name is Isaac Jacob Albright and I am proud to say I am in the army of GOD. I will never forget all that he done for me and I owe him my life for that. He saved me from my sins if he hadn't came I would probably be a crack head and bout to OD and go to hell. I think God that he gives me another day on this earth and in this universe I think God every day when I wake up and when I go to bed. This is my story about how God saved me and turned me into a true Christian. Remember all you have to do to have a better life is turn to God. He will give you a better life trust me.