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|17 years later|

(Chap dedicated to @kat_1d_ For the amazing fanfic cover :)

"Mom, milia is coming over" I looked at my son. Smiling at how much resemblance he got from Harry. His eyes weren't his though. His eyes were from my moms father. blue with specks of green that shine with the help of the light. As his hair was mid curly. But all his face features were harrys. All he has of me is my love and my lips. "Mom" I shook it off and looked at his eyes. "Edward, go get the chicken that's in the oven" I said to him setting down the pasta on the island table. "Mom?" I looked up to see Edward holding the grilled chicken moving it along side with the pasta. 'ding' the bell interrupted my words that were going to come out. "I'll get it" I said. "Mom?" "Yes" I said stopping in my tracks as the door rang again. "Who's my father?". 'Ding' I smiled as I walked to open the door. ignoring his question that once i never thought i would her slip out of his mouth. reaching the door knob i twisted. but my heart dropped. His emerald eyes that once held love for me was now lost. I looked at the 2 ladies he had with him. Emilia. And another beautiful Blonde girl whose eyes held anger and nothing but lost. "Mom" I looked to see my son in the back of my shoulder. All the tears. The pain. The lost love that was once fulfilled with his love was now replaced with hatred. I let them in walk in. But the blonde went to go look around my house. I shut my mouth leaving the door closed."Can I speak to you?" I heard the voice that once said 'I love you' but now I wanted to remember nothing of him. "Roslyn?" He said. "Don't talk to me. Leave" I said through gritted teeth. "Mom" I looked up to see Edwards eyes. He knew something was wrong. "Edward,come here" I said. He walked over to me. Embarrassed. "Ma" I ignored his words."Edward. T-this is your father. That left us" I said. Milia's face dropped with anger and confusion.she came to Harry angry. Slapping him. "Milia" her voice was. Demanding but they left. "Edward go to your room" I said sighing. "Mom" he whined as to stay here with me. "Go!" I shouted. He muttered under his Breath as he walked up the stairs.

"Ros-" "fuck you Harry !!" I shouted. "You mean nothing to me. You didn't even stop me to go with the bastard!!!! That made me be with him" Harry was calm walking to me. But I put my hands up walking away from him. "Let me explain please". "NO JUST LEAVE,I GOT THE MESSAGE I MET NOTHING TO YOU!!!" I shouted. "Mom" I looked up to see Edward coming down. Looking angry and sad. 'But why angry?' "YOUR MY FATHER?!!" He shouted reaching me. "STOP!!" I yelled to stop them from arguing. Making Edward look at me in shock. "Your are not my father!" Edward yelled. "Mom" I burst into tears my son was protecting me from him. "Edward" he stepped towards me hugging me as he rubbed my back making me relax. "Leave!, Alec's coming home in 60 seconds" i said. "The only reason I didn't stop you was because" "because what" Edward demanded as he started at him. "I wanted you to be happy. And if you weren't happy with me then I don't want you to be with me" Harry said I knew his words came from his heart. But it still hurt to see him move on. "But nothing not even secret dates. NOTHING!!!" I raised my voice. "YOU !!! We could've of had Edward together but what did u chose another white bitch over ME HUH HARRY TELL ME !!!!!!!" "Edward" I couldn't take the stress. But I fell into the only one I given my life to my son. "GET AWAY FROM MY MOTHER!!!" Edward yelled at harry that was hoping to reach me as my body went limp. Old flash backs of when I was dating Harry. Of when I had Edward inside of me. I felt free of all damage my body took. Of all my breaking of my feelings. "Mom. You can't leave me please. Look at me mommy." I felt him my son begging to escape me from my freeness but I didn't wanna escape I wanted to stay. "Ed-w---a-rd" I coughed. "Mommy" he said. I lifted my hand to wipe the presences of the tears. But felt weak. He cupped my hand in his putting it to his face. I smiled weakly. "Ed. I love you" I said. "Harry isn't your father. But he meant so much to me" "--I--- you---- have his looks" I stuttered the words out. "Mom you can't leave me" Ed said as more tears streamed his face.(DONT STEAL MY Song) "Baby boy. Kiss the pain away. Ill never leave your side. Love until you find her------"

The world around me went blank as my son was now screaming calling Harry. he came in as I tried to move, but i couldn't I was finally free leaving the empty hole In my sons heart open.

(STORY IS NOT OVER YET)

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