Days seemed longer and Dan struggled to get through them. He hadn't gone to school for a month now and declined all of Phil's calls. Dan didn't want to exist, he just couldn't do it anymore. He needed to end this.
Phil hadn't heard from Dan since the night they gazed at the stars and he was freaking out. He went to Dan's house everyday and knocked and yelled for Dan to answer but still, he didn't hear a single thing from him. Phil was in tears but he needed to know if Dan was okay so he got into his car and drove straight to Dan's house. He didn't even try knocking, he immediately tried to open Dan's front door. It was already open, this made Phil uneasy.
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Phil felt salty tears run down his face as he read the crumpled up note reading: "I'm tired of staring at a clock for hours, counting the time down until the day ends. I'm tired of loving things with every inch of my heart and them not loving me equally. I'm tired of the countless reasons for me not to be alive. It would all just be easier for me to disappear, no one would miss me.All I do is cause problems.I think it's time I end this for good." Phil felt the world collapse and tears were everywhere.
"I could have prevented Dan from killing himself"
a/n: wow the next chapter is the last chapter and it's a pretty sad one. Triggers are death and depression but all the triggers are in the description. Hope you like it!
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Sky Full of Stars
FanfictionA fic based around the phan pairing;just another sad phanfic((Tw;mentions of depression and major deaths))
