London Love

Riley's letter

Did you even cared about me? No I guess you didn't. I guess I was just a waste of time.

I told you before I am a bad person.
But you told me I have reasons.

How can I trust you again, if you thought so low of me?
How can I say your my friend, if you left me, on the side of a street hurt than, what they did to me.
How, was all of our times together we're just a game to you?
Or you just threw that away, with me in it, because you couldn't stand to be with me anymore.

Am I really that bad?

You asked if I could give you another chance, to start over.
But I said no. You promised we're gonna be the best of friends forever.
I didn't betrayed you.
No I did not but you just jumped to conclusions. How? What am I supposed to do, I can't believe you.

I am so, so stupid to think you actually understood me.
I am stupid because I hurt you. As a friend I am sorry, but what can I say?
You treated me like a rag doll.
You just played with my trust.

And all of it has to come to an end.

I am sorry, but I can't trust you anymore.

The worst mistake you can make
Is walking away from the person
Who actually stood there and waited for you,

-Riley

I wrote this letter for my best friend, it's just, he's... it's kind of complicated to explain.

It hurts, it hurts that your only friend, doesn't trust you to be with any boy.

I asked him a favor. Then he asked why. I said "Just please, do this favor," but he got mad then he said, he is jealous because he was away from me, from across the country, and he couldn't be with me, but some other guy can.

It just hurts, that some don't trust you to be alone. I liked him, since like we we're babies. But they moved when we we're 9 years old. And now I'm 13.

I thought. I need to clear my head. So I headed to the park.

I am Riley Mae Qatar Guttierrez and this is my story.

-Anonymous

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