Who Could Ever Love This?

Finally- Chapter 8

Summer couldn't have come faster! What happened in the past month was awful. At the end of the yeah my 'count' for guys was apparently every guys what I saw in school. And I was a tricked out druggie. A class A Slut. Oh and fat. Whore. Skank. Bitch. and whatever else you can think of. I've been called it all. But that shit doesn't phase me. Just kidding I'm high everyday to get away from it. That Jackson kid really does have the best kush. Its like the orange kush. Or maybe the Purple kush. I don't remember anymore. All I remember is the first time I had it. I was pucking in the ice cream shop by my house. I fell asleep in the old house everyone hangs at. Then after that I forgot what I did. But it sounds fun. I guess. Right now I'm just waiting for the bell to ring. So I know that in just a few hours Jessica and I would be On a plane. Oh and my brother. Because of course he's dating Jessica now. They have been off and on for the past year. But they are cute so its all good. And I actually like her. So its all good.

                                                         ***** After School ******

"Jessica! IT'S FUCKING TIME TO BLOW THIS SHIT!" I yelled as we walked over to my jeep. 

"I'm so excited! This is craaaaaay!"  Jessica said smiling like crazy.

"I can't wait! Ill drop you off so you can change and whatever and pack the rest of your stuff then i'll pick you up in about two hours or so!" I said smiling

"So I forgot to tell you my mom bumped us up to first class so we get the premuim service!" she yelled! This is crazy! I'm so happy right now nothing could ever ruin it. Well I said that to early.

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"Since everyone knows your going away for the summer I though. It was finally time. For us to ya know." Eliot said. That's all he ever says to be like you whore its my turn and stuff like that and i'm like I thought you hated me. You are the one who broke up with me. but before I knew it. I was being pulled into a car. Where the hell was jessica? Oh that's right I told her I need to get my phone from my locker because that's the only thing I forgot in my locker. Got I need someone to save me right noww

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 "Eliot, Please stop this." I said his grip getting tighter on my arm.

"Shut up!" He said scowling at me

"Eliot, Ouch your hurting me." I whispered as the grip got even tighter.

"I thought I told you to shut up."  He said as we walked into the boys bathroom. He had locked the door behind him.

"Eliot, I know your better than this." I wanted to yell, or scream but it came out as a whisper.

I squeaked my eyes shut. I could just feel his hands going up and down my torso. I didn't dare open my eyes. I could feel him start to unbutton my shirt. He was getting closer to me. I could feel the heat from his body getting more intense. I could feel his breath right by my ear.

"Open your eyes." He said. But I couldn't. All I did was shake my head no.

"Livy. Open your eyes... Now." He said with anger in his voice. I slowly opened my eyes.

"Eliot, your better than this you know you are." I said trying to calm him down. But It just got him angrier.

"I wouldn't be doing this if I was 'better than this' now would I?" He asked as he pushed me harder agains the wall. Our bodies had no room inbetween each other anymore. " Do you like that? You like then my body is all over yours?" He asked. But I didn't answer. He laughed "Of course you do." 

"E-Eliot.... Please stop, I've never seen you like this." I said, and it was true. After 9 months of being with someone you would think you knew everything. But obviosly I was wrong.

"Nine months. I spent nine months on you. I gave you everything. and this is how you repay me?" He was basically talking non sense now.

"Eliot, your the one that's pinning my against the wall. and I know it would have been a year in just two weeks..." I said, finally realizing how much I actually missed him.

"You think I didn't know that? The only reason why I've said any of those things to you was because I. . .  . I miss you, I miss you so much its not even fun anymore. I can't even believe I broke up with you, and told you that lie. I'm so sorry. I really am Livy." he said sitting on the ground.

"I know you knew that. you don't waste 9 months on someone and just don't care anymore. And I miss you so much it hurts, okay? I know how you feel. And I'm really happy that was a lie. It makes me feel a little better." I said sitting next to him. leaning my head on his shoulder.

"Livy I don't even know how I could be so stupid?" It was more of a statement than a question. I got up and gave him my hand to help him up. I put both my hands on either side of his face. 

"Eliot. You are not stupid. You've got everything you could every wish for you. And I hope everything works out for you. I love you Eliot, and I always will. I'll be just ya know half way around the world from you. But i'll be there for you." I said going on my tip toes to hug him. He wrapped his arms just under my waist.

"I love you too Livy. I love you too." He whispered into my ear. Then picked me up and spun me around. "I know you have to go. But just keep in touch okay. I'll be here for you too. I promise." He said as we walked out of the bathroom. "Wait!" He yelled and turned around to me. " I forgot to button your shirt back up." He said, as I blushed.

"Thanks." I said when he was done but he did move. "Eliot I really have to..." He cut me off by pulling me close and kissing me. I kissed back after the shock wore off. 

" Sorry. I just wanted to have one last kiss before you left and found someone else." He said looking sad.

"Thats not gonna happen..." I said " People don't like me." I said on the verge of laughing.

He chuckled then said "Everyone loves you. They are just jealous because you got everyone, they couldn't." He said walking me to my car. 

"I'll see you soon okay?" I said looking up at him.

"Okay babe." He said smiling. Which made me smile. And with that I got in. 

"What was that all about?" Jessica finally said after a few minutes. I had to tell her everything. When I was done we were already at her house.

"I'll see you in about an hour okay?" I said plugging my IPhone 5 into my car charger.

"Okay see ya soon!" She yelled right before slamming the door to her house. Thats when I drove home.

Once I got home I went straight up to my room and packed what little I had left to pack. I grabbed my charger from the wall and my Laptop and its charger into a small backpack and loaded all of my 4 suitcases full of stuff I probably wouldn't need into my car and put my backpack on the front seat next to me.  Then I got out of my car and ran upstairs and barged into my brothers room.

"Jake! Lets go! If we dont go now we might be late!" I said helping him take his three suit cases and putting them in the back of my car. 

"Why do you have this on the front seat?" He asked

"For two reasons. One becasue if I dont I might forget it. and second, you and your girlfriend will probably want to sit in the back together right?" I asked/ stated my statement

"Wow you think of everything dont you?" He asked

"Yup" I said popping the P

Once we finally got to jessicas jake got out and helped her with her 5 bags and then he helped her into the car.

"Hey girl!" I said as she got in.

"I'm so excited!" She said.

The ride was quite after that. Proabably because they were making out in the back seat. but I didn't care to look.

Lets just say she'll probably be joining the mile high club later... If ya know what I mean ( ;