I have feelings

Part1.

Another regular day.I look beside me if my boyfriend Lou was there. He wasn't. I opened my laptop and went on twitter finding those comments that always "brighten" my day. It's not fair If I post a pic of me and Louis it ends up like this.."fake!" "Beard" "Larry is Real!". I scroll down the hateful comments until Louie came in."El,what are you doing?"he asked. He walked towards me and looked at my screen. "Eleanor Calder!, I told you not to look at comments anymore!" He yells. I frown."Im sorry louis I'm just so curious." I reply. He shuts the computer and puts it away. I stood up . "C'mon lets go to the park!!" He exclaimed. I jumped up excitingly.

*@ park*

Me and Louie we're talking about how much we loved each other.It was so sweet. "OMG Eww Louie get away from her!!" A girl yelled and yanked Louie's arm. I looked at myself if somthing was wrong. Louie and I were both confused. More girls came."EWW LOUIS TOMLINSON WHY DID YOU TOUCH THAT BEARD?!" One girl yells. Louie tried defending me but it didn't work."LEAVE MY GIRLFRIEND ALONE!LARRY ISINT REAL!ELEANOR IS NOT A BEARD" . Girls ran over to me and pulled me,ripped some of my clothes,yanked my hair,and insulted me. I didn't blame Louie for not defending me like I thought he would. He couldn't. So I'm not mad at him. But Louis did know how devastated I was. He looked at me. I began to cry and ran off without Louie. I ran to Harry's house. "Harry, open up!" I said through tears. He opened up quickly."what's wrong?!" He asked. "Larry shippers and my haters that's what happened" I kept on crying. He comforted me. I acted like I was ok. Harry went to his room and that was a chance for me to grab the knife. I grabbed it and ran to the bathroom