Love & Fame || Jeon Jungkook

(♡19) Sorry ___...

My pov

Its currently 9 am and I'm walking into JYP studios and the building is completely empty.. Aish why are they making me come in at this time if nobody is gonna be there..?

Seeing Jr after all this time could be overwhelming.. I mean.. I genuinely loved him. Seeing him again will bring back all sorts of feelings and memories but I have to keep under control.. We're not together anymore. I'm with Jungkook now and that won't change.. No matter how Jr acts.. I shouldn't act spiteful towards him because it will just show him how I feel.. I'll just act normal. Normal..

I enter one of the studios and I see a piano.. Since that jerk Jr isn't here yet I'll just play about, ahhh I haven't touched a piano in years, everything is all computer based nowadays *sighh*.

I lift the piano open and I begin to play a random tune.. wait a second what am I playing?? I've heard it before.. it's.. it's..

Jr: "it's taeyang I need a girl pabo-ya".

I look up and my face turns red from his unexpected appearance. He hasn't changed a bit.. He looks no different from all those years ago. I stare at him and immediately the thoughts and memories takes its course through my mind. From all the times we used to practice all night together.. to the times where we would eat and watch films from dusk till dawn. Even the times when girls began to hate me for being with Jr, the times when they would tell him things to make us agrue till all that was left to do was get mad at each other,  the times he performed with the girl who was so jealous of our relationship that she would try to destroy it, to the times where we gave up on each other.. And to that time where he hurt me most.. Ahhh I've been staring at him too long. Aishh!!

"Knocking would be great next time.."

Jr: "Let's not forget you're in MY territory."

He closes the door and he picks up a guitar.. this brings me back to our trainee days when he used to have that scratched-up, scribbled-all-over ancient guitar. I always used to insist on buying him a new one, but he kept telling me that that one had meaning..

"Where's your old guitar gone, did you finally throw it away?"

His amused face suddenly saddened after the words I had said, he looks down and puts down the guitar that was in his hands...

"We didn't come here to chat! Let's start writing our new song.."

Woow! What's with that? Did I say something I shouldn't have? Ahhh molla!! (I dunno)

We begin to start brainstorming ideas for a song..

"Yah! Why do you want to do a song with someone if you have no idea what kind of song you want to do?"

He doesn't give me any eye contact, he just looks to his notepad.

Jr: "Umm well.. I mean.. Isn't it better for the accompanying artist to have a say on what type of song it is?"

Okay he's got a point! This feels to weird.. Why is he being so quiet and cold..?! What is there for him to be mad about?! He should be grateful that I'm doing this collab! Aish chincha!

Jr: "Okay soo I've got an idea.."

Hmmmm...?

"Okay.. let's hear it!"

Jr: "I want this song to be about losing something.. but not knowing that it's been lost until you've.. Found it."

He looks at me and his gaze gets stronger.. This familiar gaze.. even his scent is familiar..

"Okay.. Nice idea but you need to base it around what you lost.. what is it?"

He looks at me with a half smirk half frown face.

Jr: "let's not be idiots ___.. You know exactly what I'm talking about."

Me.. He's talking about me.. This is bad! I can't keep seeing Jr here anymore.. I can't see his face or hear his voice without having continuous flashbacks of us. This can't go on..

I stand up and walk back to the piano, I start walking up and down thinking of how to tell him that I'm no longer okay with doing this duet.

Jr: "Sit down.. We still have m-"

"Jr listen.. I.. I.. I don't want to do this collaboration anymore.."

Without looking at him I storm towards the door but he silently grabs my arm, I can feel his breath on my neck and tears begin to form. He tugs on my arm to make me face him but I won't budge.

Jr: "___! ___! Just look at me!!"

Tears start rolling uncontrollably.. I never would've thought I would react this way..

Jr: "___.. Let's just talk eh? Eh?"

"Jr it's too late to talk. I can't even be in the same room as you! This just won't work okay? Find someone else to duet wi-"

No warning he turns me around and looks into my eyes. He sees my tears and his eyes widen with shock.

Jr: "___.. Are you okay?"

I can't take this anymore.. I escape from his grip and I run out of the building.

Jr's pov

What on earth just happened? ___ was crying?? Now she refuses to do the collaboration?

I thought that she would come in emotionlessly and cold.. I thought she wouldn't give me a chance to speak.. But I guess she has some built-in feelings that she needed to let go of.

All I wanted to say is that I'm sorry..

Sorry ___...

~~~~~~~~~~End of chapter~~~~~~~~~~

That's it guys XD

I know it's a short chapter but I wanted it to be just about Jr & ___ because I feel like we need to know a little bit more about what happened between them.. or should I say WHO happened between them.. hehe

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