How Olly Murs made my life better...

Day 1: First day back at School

I walked in to my first lesson looking all battered and bruised, Everyone was like Omg What's Happened? I just sat down calmly and waited for the lesson to start... the teacher wouldn't start the lesson seeing me in this state he made me go and see another teacher, I refused I wanted to learn and ignore what had just happened... Knock Knock Knock, That was the door and guess what another teacher coming to get me, I sat there still as anything and said No, I'm fine I don't want to talk about it! Come here please Jess, I just want a word with you... I walked out the door with Mr Smith first thing he said was this is Very serious Jess you need to tell someone what has happened so we can prevent this from happening again and again... I don't want to tell anyone, its fine it wont happen again!

I walked off back to my class, I was sat doing my work everyone just kept staring at me I was stating to loose my patience with everyone, I'm just so fed up, I burst into tears in front of everyone Mr Stevenson My Maths teacher took me outside. I just Sat down against the wall curled up in a ball Crying, I was having a mental breakdown. I Just cant cope anymore! I hate my life, I just want to die! No don't say that if you tell one of the staff what's happened we might be able to stop all this, Mr Stevenson said.

I felt suicidal at this point, it was my first day back and I'm already having a bad time! Mr Stevenson took me back in the class and let me sit in the back room to finish of my work till the end of the lesson. I was sat there with tears dripping so fast all over my work...

Ring Ring Ring, That was the Bell Mr Stevenson walked in the back room with Mrs Walker the Deputy Head. They sat beside me and wanted answers from me. Come on Jess you need to tell us if something's bothering you all the time, look at you, your not yourself something happened we need to know...