Dear Dad (shoey fanfic)

im not gay

shanes pov

joey was staring at me and i looked into his green eyes and told him "IM GAY joey i kissed you because i needed to know if you would kiss back to see if your gay..."

joey: im sorry shane im not gay... im gonna go now goodbye shane."

i heard the door slam shut then i broke down "great now he thinks im crazy!" i yelled crying. i felt so alone, so i went to the bathroom and found my old razorblade.......

i grabed my notebook and a pen and wrote a suicide note...

Dear, family

im killing myself because im so alone... no ones ever there for me. u think i lost joey as my best friend now he think im crazy because i kissed him again. i love you all

shane <3

i then tooked some tylenol

anti-depressions about 15

then took my blade and cut my wrist 13 times my legs 15.

then i blacked out...

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updating soon <3<3<3<3<3