Dear Dad (shoey fanfic)

its all my fault

Joeys POV

i was in shock that shane actually liked me in a boyfriend way. i have no idea if i am gay or not.

i sat in my car and relized i forgot my keys so i got out of satsuki and walked back to shanes house.

i opened the door and yelled "shane im getting my keys do u know where they are?!" no response

so i sighed and walked to the bathroom door and tried to open it...locked shoot well ill just knock *knock "shane open the door" no response ''SHANE open the door!"

still no response

i decided to pick the lock with a toothpic it worked when it opened i saw shane unconsious on the floor some pills were on the floor, his arms, and legs were covered in blood "SHANE SHANE WAKE UP" i screamed as i shook him. i jumped up and called 911.

*5 minutes later*

the ambulance came and put shane on a gurni and put him in the ambulance. i got in aswell,

when we got to the hospital shane was still unconsious. this was all my fault if i just came out and said i was gay then we couldve been at home cuddleing but instead were at this dump.

about 30 minutes later the docter handed me a paper "we found this in his hands" i grabed the letter i started to cry when i read it it was his suicide letter he thinks i think hes crazy!

3 hours later

a doctor walked up to me with a sour face "oh no" i whispered

doc: shane is okay hes just woozy from all the pills he took. he is very pail cause of all the blood he lost so dont excite him too much he should be able to go home tomorrow

joey: really?! thank you doc.

i walked to shanes room and looked inside. shane was very very pail he looked very skinny his hair was curly god it look so sexy... wait focus joey

joey: *sigh* hey shane