It's dark, and raining, I'm cold and I'm lonely. Everything is different now. My life hasn't been the same since I let you out of my life. My friends, they're gone. My family left me too. I thought I'd be happier without you in my life, but now I'm lonelier than ever before. Yes, you annoyed me, you gave me anxiety, you treated me like dirt, you made me cry, and you made me so frustrated that I wanted to pull my hair out and choke you.
But now that you're gone, I feel more unhappy than I've ever been before. Yes, you gave me all of these negative feelings, but you also gave my joy. You made me laugh, you made me smile, cry from laughing too hard, and overall, very happy.
But you lost my trust. You messed up too badly this time. I'm not sorry anymore. I'm done apologizing for being myself. Your hearts are cold, and you've killed me inside.
Goodbye, assholes.