Full Moon Warrior

Chapter 9: Alpha Lust, Alpha Love

I was struggling to walk... I was in too much depression that I tried to kill someone. I still had the urge to go back to fight Katie, but I didn't want to leave Jordan. "We almost home. Just keep holding on." Jordan told me. I was so tired it didn't make sense. I began to drift away to sleep. "Juliana? Julie! come on we almost here! not that much left to go." Jordan said, but I tried to listen. As soon as we got to my house, I noticed my step mothers car ripped apart, and I instantly started freaking out. I looked in the back seat, and I couldn't believe my eyes... the child car seat was torn apart, and covered in blood... I started crying, then passed out.

                                                                                   ~7 HOURS LATER~

I woke up with a large gasp. I looked around and realized I was in my room.  All of a sudden I heard footsteps. "Calm down, its alright..." Jordan said as he brought a glass of water to me. "How long was I asleep? I have a head ache..." I said. "you passed out at the door... I carried you to the bed." Jordan said as he set the water down, and I looked to the window. "What happened with the car?" I asked. "Juliana..." Jordan said. Little did he know I could hear the frustration, and sadness in his voice.

-CREAK-

I jumped out of the bed and looked outside to see the torn, bloody car. "(crying) where was I..?" I asked, about to freak out. "Julie what do you mean..?" Jordan asked."(gasp) WHERE THE FUCK WAS I WHEN THIS HAPPENED?!" I screamed with anger. "Juliana it wasn't your fault! you couldn't have don't anything about it!" Jordan said, while walking closer to me. "No get back! Don't touch me!!" I screamed  Jordan, and pushed him away, but I didn't mean it. "Juliana calm down!!! None of this is your fault! You think just because your a wolf, that your killing everybody on purpose?!" Jordan asked and I answered.

-SCREAMS, CRYING-

"YES!! its my fault!!! I lose my mother, and my step mother, and worse, I lost my sister!!" I said as my voice started to get weak. "And its better that they're in a better place, than have to worry about being killed!" Jordan said. He had a point, but I didn't listen. I just cried... "Julie... come here... I'm sorry..." Jordan walked over, to comfort me. "don't touch me! Don't FUCKING TOUCH ME!!!" I was so angry, I didn't know what I was doing. but after I pushed Jordan, I didn't realize how much I hurt him. "Juliana..." Jordan called my name in a really aggressive tone, and it scared me.

-GLASS BREAKS-

Jordan threw the glass. "YOUR NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO LOST PEOPLE IN THIS FIGHT!!! IM NOT EVEN SUPPOSE TO BE AT THIS SCHOOL!!! THIS WOLF KILLED MY MOM, WHEN I WAS 14, AND IM NOT GONNA STOP FINDING THIS WOLF!!! IM NOT GONNA LOSE NOBODY ELSE IMPORTANT!" Jordan's voice was so loud with anger, it scared me so bad. "I'm a killer that cant be controlled..." I said while crying. "ive told you before, you didn't know..!" Jordan's voice was so serious, I knew he cared about me, like I did him. "You know what, sense your the most powerful Alpha, you handle this yourself!" Jordan said as he attempted to leave the room.

-CREAK-

"NO! Jordan stop please!!! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean it!" I begged for Jordan not to leave. All I kept doing was holding him back from leaving. "Julie get off... please just let go..." Jordan told me, in a calm voice, but I didn't listen. I kept pulling him. "Jordan, I'm so sorry please... (inhales) don't go... please Jordan stay with me please..." I began to cry harder and harder at the fear of him leaving. "Juliana..." Jordan called me, and lifted my head up. He wiped my tears away. "Nothing else is going to happen... as long as I'm here..." Jordan said to me. The feeling of hearing his say that, shot heat through my body, and I began to blush.

-PANTING-

I couldn't stop nor help but breath hard, and ask Jordan a question again. "Jordan, I know you lied about saying you didn't like me... But I want to hear you say you love me..." I couldn't believe the words I asked. "I do love you... sense we were kids, I loved you and I wouldn't leave you..." Jordan told me more than what I wanted to hear, and I couldn't help but feel lust... I looked at his lips and looked at his eyes, and next thing I knew, he kissed me. Unlike any kiss I ever felt, I felt fireworks, burst in my body, and he kissed me again.

-GASP-

We made out for a couple of seconds, and he picked me up, and I wrapped my arms and legs around him. While we're making out, Jordan walked to the bed, and gently put me down. With all the excitement, I kept panting hard.

-CLATTER-

The shock of Jordan's kisses made me kick the radio on, and it played soft music, then I got more excited. Jordan started kissing my neck, and my cheek. The heat have me chills all through my body. I then lifted him up, and took his shirt off. and I blushed on his 6 pack, and heated muscles. I leaned forward to kiss him, and felt the heat of his body on mine. He wrestled me down to he bed, and went from kissing my neck, to going lower, and lifting my shirt. I got up so he could take it off, then pulled him back on top of me. Jordan went down, and came back up, and kissed me again.

-TEAR, SOFT GROWLS-

Jordan had torn off my bra, then I tore off his pants. Jordan got excited, and slowly licked and kissed me fro my face, to my neck, to my breasts. He began to unbutton, and unzip my jeans. I helped him take my skinny jeans off, and he threw them to the floor. While I'm panting, he kissed my stomach, while tickling my curves, Then came back up. I got more excited, and impatient with everything. I got a chill and ripped his boxers off. "I cant control my anger..." I told him while panting, and Jordan whispered in my ear as he said:  "I can help you control it..." I then got so excited that I turned him over, and sat down.

-SQUEALS-

IT had made me squeak, then he flipped me back over, and it happened again. It felt so freaking good, but scary. The feelings made my eyes glow bright red, on and off. Jordan came down, and started kissing me again gently, and it made a tear fall down my face. My fangs and claws grew out, as I raised my head in the air. In that position, Jordan leaned up, and kissed my neck, then wiped my tears away. he made my fangs go away.

-GROWLS SOFTLY, GROANS-

I growled softly at how good it felt, but my claws were scratching his back to hard. "I'm so sorry... I-I (pants) w-we can stop if-if you want..." I couldn't even get my words out. "I doesn't hurt..." Hearing Jordan whisper that In my ear, shocked me. I cried and wrapped my arms around his neck, I kept kissing him softly, as he kept thrusting. It almost passed out, but we kept going, until we fell asleep...

~8:ooam~