Nothin To A Queen *Skate Maloley*

oh.

Spending time with my dad is great. But all he seems to talk about it george and how he blames himself. I know its hard but he needs to live in the now.
School has been interesting. No one seems to bother me anymore. Not even sam. I just go through my day on my own without ifs or buts. That has also helped my grades. They are getting better, not great but they have improved.
I decided that i would finally get a real job and start getting things on my own rather then counting on anyone else. So noe i work at an italian resturant and i get good pay. 200-350$ a week is not so bad. My dad doesnt approve if it though. My mother she does she was bugging me to get a job for ever. But what ever.

It was Saturday and im really bored but i dont want to leave my room since sammy and every ine else is down stairs. Buttttt the need for food is greater so ill go really quick.

I put on a mustle tee and some joggers grabbed my phone and headphones then headed downstairs. They were all in the living room. Smoking and drinking......

-no dani your trying to be good dont be tempted...be strong go get yourself some food instead- i thought to myself.

They didnt even look at me when i walked by. Im that invisible to them now. Cool. I looked in the fridge. Left overs and more left overs. What the hell sammuel. Always eating the good stuff and leaving shitty food for me. I open the freezer and see that a box of hot pockets hasnt been open at all. Hmmmm pizza hot pocket. Yum. I put those in the microwave and grab a mountain dew. I look around in the cabinets for some chips but i cant find absolutely nothing. Fuckkkkk. These people always eating my dang food. I give up looking for the chips and turn to get my hot pockets.
Only to find nate eating them.

"What the fuck are you doing those are mine you ass"
"Im eating i have the munchies lil ma"
"Dont call me that you prick"
"Woah whats with the sailor mouth"

"O and your such an angel"

"Yes i am in bed"
"This conversation is over goodbye"
"Where you going lil mama" he said grabbing my arm.
"Away from you"
"Why would you want to be away from me?"
"You really are dumb arnt you"
"Huh?"
"Point proven" I said trying to get loose of his grip
"Come with me and hang out with everyone"
"No."
"Why not?"
"Cause noe. Let me go"
"I think theres an actual reason now what is it"
"I just dont want to smoke or drink okay. I need to stay sober. Unlike all of your asses"
"Wow okay. I got something better for you then come with me"
"No nate"
"Fine you want guess I'll have to do this the b hard way"
"What?" the picked me up and threw me on his b shoulder
"NATHAN PUT ME THE FUCK DOWN NOW"
"No can do lil ma"

He brought me down to the basement aka studio.
"Okay what!what do you want maloley?!"
"I just wanted to talk to you"
"Oh really"
"Yea really"
"Theres more to it then just talking. Spill now or ill walk"
"I just wanted to know if you were okay all you do is go to school work or soend time inside or a few times with your dad"
"Im fine. I just dont like people. especially you"
"Ouch"
"Yea now if you excuse me im gonna go to my room and order food now that you ate mine"
"Waitv he grabbeds me by my arm once again
"What n-" his lips crashed onto mine. I wanted to push his or knee him but another part said to just go with the vibe of the moment.
"Thats what i wanted you down here for"
"To kiss me?"
"Yes. I think its my higher state of mind right now thats letting me say this but im vibin you dani. I dont know your just out there and im all for it." at that moment sammy came down looking for skate.
"Ill see you around lil m- uh i mean dani"

OH?