I'm just wondering how people feel when I tell them that I'm in need?
That I want a hug or a comforting hand or some soothing words that could ease the burden.
Do they doubt me?
Or do they have fear?
Doubt that I don't really feel the way I'm telling them,
Fear that I'd murmur on them when they dont help.
Im wondering what they are thinking when I talk to them?
Do they just reply because they are obliged to or they reply because they are bored?
Or because I am really worth their time?
I am wondering why they don't chat or text me when I will not be the one to do first? Am I disturbing them? Dont they remember me when I dont text? Dont they get attached to me like how I get to them?
Am i someone to be missed also?
Am i someone to be txted first by people I miss?
these thoughts bothers me.
when Im in need.
