Septiplier! (I don't ship them anymore so I'm not writing anymore)

Broken. (Part Two)

Hi.That song up there ^ I always thought it was someone trying to convince someone that they aren't that sad but inside they are actually suicidal and everything they said they weren't. I don't know. That's juts the way I think of it but yeah listen to it.

Trigger warnings: Suicide, cutting, overdosing on pills, and cussing.

~Last Chapter~

Oh god this movie is fucking terrifying but Mark will keep me safe. Mark paused the movie and sighed " Jack I need to tell you something"

~Back to the present~

 Mark looked at me. "What is it Markimoo?" He bent his head down and said, "Please don't call me that." I was shocked. I always call him Markimoo. "Jack I'm so sorry but........ we can't each other anymore." No please god no! "Mark what do you mean baby? Mark please don't do this to me!" I started to cry and Mark did also. "Jack honey I'm sorry my mom decide we should move to Hawaii and it's not like I can't say no!" He's really leaving me what the fuck am I going to do!? "Mark I thought you loved me?! I though you said you would never leave me?!?" Mark turned his head away from me. "Sean I do love you but I'm not going to put you threw a long distance relationship that will never work out!" I'm bawling like a baby now. "Mark I cant live without you! Please don't make me live without you! You are all I have!" Mark starts crying heaver, "Sean baby we can still be friends and ,maybe one day I'll comeback and we can do this all over again but I'm not going to put either of us threw that." I'm in complete utter shock. How can he do this? He said he loved me! He said he cared about me! He never did! I knew it! It was way to fucking good to be true! "Mark just fucking leave! You never gave a shit about me! I was just your boy toy! You never loved me all you wanted was someone's heart to play with! I was nothing to you but a toy!" Mark looked at me with wide eyes. "No no no no I fucking loved you! I still do but its not like I cant leave my mother to stay here with you! Sean I love you to death but I have to leave! You don't know how much this hurts me baby! I'm going to miss holding you and kissing you, we can still keep in touch but we just can't be dating!" He almost whispered the last part. "No Mark you never cared and I don't care what you say just fucking leave!!!" I pushed him off the couch. He got up and said, "Fine Sean if you want to be like this then I will just leave and you will never see or hear from me again. Goodbye Jackaboy I will never forget you and your beautiful blue eyes." He said the last boy as he closed my front door. "Goodbye Markimoo. I will never forget you and your chocolate brown eyes either" I whispered to myself as I sob into my knee.

~Time skip to the day after Mark left~

"Hey darling I'm sorry about Mark, how are you?" I looked up at my mother. "I'm just a little sad. You know when your not completely sad but just a little sad? Yeah that's what it feels like." I lied threw my teeth. "Oh that's good honey. I'm glad you're not taking this to hard." She said then looked at her watch. "Oh honey I need to go pick up some food and get some gas before the stores close. Will you be alright here?" I looked at her and put on a fake smile, "Yes mum I will be fine." She smiled with her heartwarming smile but it wouldn't help this time. "That's good. See you in a few hours darling." She came over and hugged me, "Goodbye mum. I love you very much." I said with a hint of despair becasue I knew this would me the last time I ever talk to her and she ever talks to me. "I love you too honey!" She walked out of my room and I waited for her car to crank and leave. Aw there it is! I got up and walked to the bathroom and pulled out a razor that my mother missed when she did a "examination" of my room and my bathroom to make sure I didn't have any weapons or pills. I took the razor in my right and cut my left wrist and arm as much as I could. Then I took the razor in my left hand which was pretty numb so I had to do this quick. I made deep slices on my right wrist and arm then dropped the razor. I was already feeling dizzy from blood loss but I needed to make sure they could never save me. So I took a bottle of sleeping pills from my backpack that I got from some drug dealer named Felix who was a good man just trying to feed his wife Marzia and their children after his YouTube career feel threw. Anyway back to my story. I opened the bottle of pills and swallowed them down with some water from the bathroom sink. I had already written letters to everyone, including Mark. I laid down in my bed and turned on YouTube so I could die in a more "peaceful" way. You know Mark would make a good YouTuber? I would have too but there's no time to think about the value of what my life could have been. I slowly sliped away and faded into blackness until I awoke in "paradise or "Heaven" whatever you call it. I looked around and saw my cousin, who had been killed in a theater by some idiot. She had black wings..... So did I. Why were there different color wings? She walked up to me and said "Sean why? You could have had such a wonderful life! You left it all behind because you thought you couldn't live without Mark. I wish you would have stayed alive but your here now. Do you have any questions?" I looked around and said, "One. Why are there different color wings?" She looked at me and smiled a soft smile that I had forgotten I loved so much. "Well let me start with the white wings. White wings are for people who have died of old age or something natural. Like a heart attack and such. Grey wings are for people who have died of terminal illness. Such as Cancer. I don't mean to get off track but do you remember when we watched that YouTube video " The Dragon, Cancer." and I cried and you did to but you tried to hide it? That was some good times. Anyway back to the last color wings. Black is for people who have committed suicide or have been murder. Pretty neat right?" Wow that's interesting. "That's really cool SO anything I need to know about this place" She looked at me again and said "Nope but I know there is something you will love! There I a video game system here!" My eyes sparkled for the first time since before Mark had left me. "Really!?! Well lets got play some cuz!" And with that I forgot about everything that had made me so miserable and I had a wonderful day with my cousin and I'm sure I will have many more.