Hey here ya go guys the song has nothing to do with the story... yet. Please listen to it. I just love the song and it reminds me of .... well um someone I use to know.
Trigger warnings for depression and mentioning cutting and mentioning suicide
~Jack the whole story~
I looked up from the heart I was drawing on my school work to see Mark staring at me. He mouthed "What are you drawing babe?". I picked the paper up and showed it to him. "Is it for me?" he asked then winked. I smiled and mouthed "Sure.... I you want it." He laughed. "Mark and Sean get back to your work right now or I will send you to the principle!" Yelled Ms. Bitch, well that's what I call her. Her real name is Carrie Fortenberry, well that's her madden name she's been married 3 times and the current dude is Greg Jackson. His about as worthless as her. All he dose is do drugs and spend money they don't have but he still loves his daughter though... at least that's what he says. She sits next to me in class. Her name is Hannah but she goes by Nicole becasue people make fun of the name Hannah. She pretty cool I guess she never really talks so no one knows anything about her..... Anyway back to something important. Mark and I are both 17. Mark and I have been dating for a year and I don't know what I would do with out him. See I've been going through depression for 2 because my girlfriend committed suicide, I felt like it was my fault for not being there for her. You could say I was completely...broken. Luckily on the day I was going to "let my body rest" Mark came over and we started talking and I felt better and happy. I warned Mark before we started dating that I was a fucking mess but he said he didn't care. Mark doesn't know that I'm still sad though..... He also doesn't know that I still cut but hopefully he will never figure that out becasue I'm sure he would leave me if he did. I'm not going to kill myself because I would never see Mark's smile again and they thought terrifies me.. He is the only reason I wake up in the morning. *ring ring* "Alright class do your home work and I will see you Monday." Mark asked me after class if he could come over Saturday and watch a movie, so I said sure.~Time skip to Saturday~
Marks will be here any second to watch Poltergeist with me. I so fucking happy! He said he had something important to tell me. I wonder what it is? Aw probably nothing.... Right? *Knock Knock* "Jack let me in babe!" Oh yay there he is! "Coming baby!" I run to the door and unlock it. Mark is just standing there with a sad expression on his face, then he hugs me and smiles. "What's up Jack?" He looks me in the eyes as I say "Nothing much". He looks sad.... I wonder what's wrong. "Ok Mark I've got the movie ready and I made popcorn! Shall we start this movie date?" I said with a giggle. He laughed, "Sure babe go grab the popcorn I need to use your bathroom." he said. "Ok I'll be waiting on the couch for you!" I said. I walk over to the microwave and grabbed the popcorn and sat down to wait for Mark.
~Time skip to about 8 minutes~
I wonder why Mark is taking so long? It's almost been 10 minutes. I hope his ok.... Of course his ok. His ok right? I got up and walked to the bathroom and knock on the door, "Mark baby are ya ok?" I a movement and the Mark said, "Oh um yeah I was just washing my hands" Then he laughed. Not a real laugh like a laugh when someone says something awkward and you fake a laugh so they won't feel bad or get mad at you. Why the hell has he been acting so strange the past few days. I guess I'll ask him latter. Mark walked out of the bathroom and flashed a smile at me. He grabbed my hand and pulled me to the couch. Then he pulled me down and held me. He held me like something was going to take me away. Like someone was going to walk through my door, grab me and blow my brains out all over him..... (I got a little carried away) "Ok let's watch this movie!" I snuggled in to his arm. He turned on the movie and set his head on my shoulder.
~45 minutes latter~
Oh god this movie is fucking terrifying but Mark will keep me safe. Mark paused the movie and sighed " Jack I need to tell you something"
Sorry for the cliff hanger I should have the next and finale part out in a week or two... Bye guys I love y'all that you for the support.
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