My Drug.

Chapter 9

" You Okay Kyla? " Cj Asked with a raised brow. He was referring To my uncontrollable shifting I was doing in my seat. We had came to Red Lobsters ,One of my Favorite places I Had just placed my order and I felt like I couldn't sit still. I Wanted to go home , but I didn't. I Was still upset at Cj , My heart was shattered. I mean I can see you fucking another bitch , but without any protection is taking it to a whole nother level , feel me ?

"I'm alright." I sighed as I crossed my legs, then uncrossed them. He studied Me once more than nodded his head. I Kept drinking my Strawberry and lemonade drink , while waiting for our food. I hated when they took forever, always pissed off. Cj kept staring at me and I tried my best to avoid his hard gaze. I kept looking around.

"Kyla " Cj said gruffly.

I swallowed and raised my eyebrow.

"Kyla !" Cj said again and I looked at him in a questionable manner.

"So you don't hear me talking to you ?" He asked with a frown. I nodded and said yes.

"What's ya problem , Huh ? I said I was fucking sorry , A'ight !" he whispered loudly. "Now look , That baby she probably carrying , shit it's a possibility it ain't mine. She come to me cause I have money , that's it. Trust me Kyla ,ima make it better " He said softly waiting for a response , but I didn't have one to offer. I Didn't have shit to say to his ass , plain and simple.

When our food was brought to our table , there wasn't much talking. I just ate what I can ,then asked for a carry out. Leaving the Restaurant, He drove to my apartment and I was surprised that he hopped out of the car with me. He grabbed my food and walked in after me. When we got to my bedroom , I laid on the bed , sighing I kicked off my shoes and took off my jacket.

"I'm Sorry Kyla " Cj said Taking off his shoes also.

"Don't you have to go and handle business ? " I said sitting up and looking at him. Not even caring that he apologized again for the 15th time tonight.

"Naw , I Already got my right hand on it , That's why he's there. When I can't do it he's there. " He chuckled crawling into bed with me. I laid back down , but pushed his arms away as he tried to wrap them around me.

"Kyla !" He said my name long and like he was annoyed. I Just shrugged and stood and slipped out of the jeans and shirt I had on then turned the light off. I climbed back into bed , pulling the covers over me. I felt Cj moving and when I felt his naked legs drape on top of my small legs which let me know that he had come out of his jeans. He began kissing my neck , finding my spot on sight. I muffed his head and he pulled back. Not touching me again , Until he thought I was sleep and wrapped his long , tattooed arms around me. I laid there with my eye's closed Thinking About my life , About My daddy , about my no- good mother. About Me and Cj.

"Cj ? " I whispered. I felt him jump back a little. He removed his arms from around me and sat up , Looking down at me.

"I Thought you was sleep. What's wrong ma ? " He asked concerned. I Was still laying down , facing The window.

"Are You cheating on me ? " I asked getting straight to the point. I wanted him to be truthful. So that means if he said yes , Then I'll have to just take the pain.

"Man , Kyla. . ." he started. I yelled for him to just tell me and his mood changed. He looked pissed.

"Please , Just tell me." I said sitting up and looking at him. He Took a Deep Breath and Looked at me. ". . . And Be Honest"

"You want the truth Kyla ? the absolute Truth ? " I nodded and rolled my eye's. I ALREADY said I wanted the damn Truth !

"Okay. Then Yes I fucked around with other bitches. Yes I fucked them other bitches. Yes I let them suck my dick ! And Yes I Use CONDOMS ! I wouldn't put you in that position and bring some shit back to you ! " he yelled pissed off. I swallowed and began to shake my legs. Cj noticed this and jumped up.