Almost is never enough [Harry Styles arranged marriage story]

Tears and The Promise

After coming from the studio i changed into my pokemon pj's.. Then went in the kitchen to make dinner. So i decided to make hid favorite food. I heard the door bell as soon as I was done putting the food on the table. I opened the door with a smile but it faded as soon as I saw Harry. What is wrong with that? Oh, nothing. Except the fact that he's literally making out with a girl!! They were making out so hard that I almost thought they'll eat each others face. She looked so slutty. And trust me when i say she looked slutty.
They didn't even see that I'm standing here. I just couldn't take it anymore so i yelled, "HARRY! WHAT THE ACTUAL HECK?!" He simply turned towards me and said, "Oh you're home good. Don't come in the room. I'll- we'll be there. We'll be......busy." He smirked and winked at her while she simply giggled like the brainless banana she is. Ugh. Harry went past me and took the girl with him and she pushed me ON PURPOSE! And being the clumsy bitch I am I fell and then of course the bloody mother fudging tears started to fall!!!! Harry turned around expressionless and said "Stop being so clumsy and stop crying. You're not a fucking baby.!" And started to walk upstairs with her and i can hear her whisper to him "She's so fat." what he said broke my heart into billions of pieces, "Yea I know. She took too much space on the bed that's why sent her to the couch. I feel sorry for that couch." She was giggling again.. Not cool Harry. When i heard the upstairs door shut I got up from the floor, closed and locked the front door and ran to one of the guest room bathroom and locked it behind me. What happened just replayed in my head and I lost it. I started sobbing so hard that i was having problem breathing. After what seemed like ages I got up and wiped my tears. Looking at my reflection in the mirror, "It all happened because of you. YES YOU!" I told my reflection "If you weren't this ugly and fat then Harry would definitely want you. But ofcourse you HAD to be UGLY!! I hate you!"

After some minutes I looked at my reflection again and made a life-changing promise, "I'll change. I'll change for him. I have to change. I can't lose him. I love him too much that it hurts. I'll prove him that I'm worth being him. I will." So after a very crazy day i went to bed but couldn't sleep. So I called Taylor (Yes, Swift. She's my bestie. And Harry knows this) :
T : Hey El boo!!
Me : Hey.
I could hear selena's voice in the background, "Is it Elena?" Taylor said yes and sel screamed "HEYYYYYY EL!!!!" I'm deaf. I'm sure.
Me : Dang girl calm your pants!
S : Haha! Sorry i just ate a tub of ice-cream! I'M SOOOOO HYPER AND JUMPY!!!
Me : Call niall. He'll help you pith the "Jumpy" part
S : Elena! Since when are you this saucy gurrrrrl?
T : Dayum Elena! You naughty naughty girl! So why did you call anyways?
Me : .....
T & S : You okay? What happened?
I broke down and told them the whole incident while they comforted me through the phone. And after a lot of begging they finally said they'll help me lose weight even though they said i had a 'perfect' figure. So after sometime we wished our goodnight's and I had a dreamless sleep.
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