staying hidden{z.m<n.w}

Chapter 10:Feelings

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Hell , yes ! He did not do anything wrong. Now, why am I arguing with myself? No, I'm not. Fuck,fine.

I slowly creaked open my door and I seriously don't know why I am sneaking in my own house. I went over to the last room of the same floor. I stood in front of it, I gave this room all for himself. I wanted him to feel like home,so I gave him a room so he can do whatever he wanted to. I know I said that I won't enter it unless he gives me the permission to , but my curiosity is taking over my head. He spends a lot of time in this room and I have noticed that when he comes out with paint stains on his fingers. I know he likes art,but never has he showed me any .

I take in a deep breath and suddenly the door opened in front of me not due to my force, because he opened it from inside.

He gave me a confused look."Uh-Lola needs you down." I lied .

He just nodded and closed the door behind him. I quickly turned around and started walking towards my room."Is that all you came here for?" he asked .

"Um..yeah. It was. Why?"

"No, I just felt that you wanted to talk or something."

"About?" I hear myself desperately asking to him.

"Jake. Now that he's gone, maybe things will get easier."

Easier?

His phone started ringing and he looked away. Why does someone or the other really have to fucking come in between when he's finally opening up something to me?!

He gave me a look and disappeared.

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I entered the hallway as I was talking with one of my classmates. I looked over for Zayn, nope not here.

"Hey, Nevah baby." I heard Kimaya greeting me. I gave her a smile and started working up with my combinations to the locker. "So what s-" I was cut off when something pink in colour bursted onto my face from locker.

"Fuck." I let out and I could hear gasps filling the hallway when people see my top and hair soaking in pink. There was a note stuck up on my locker.

Things will finally get easy , now that Jake's gone. Watch your back , cause he ain't here anymore to swipe your ass.

When I see the words easy and Jake. My mind stick up to the words what Zayn said yesterday.

"Now that he's gone , maybe things will get easier."

He did this ? But, why?

I couldn't think straight but I could feel myself pushing over people to get into the washroom. I could see many girls eyeing me. I threw my hands up in the air "What?" I yelled. They just exited the room.

I pour water onto my face. I couldn't digest the fact that I'm still forgetting that Zayn was not the guy I knew before. He's a phoney.

"Nev'" I heard Kim call out but I just shake my head.

I get outside the bathroom and everyone was staring at me. I don't give a fuck about what they need to tell and about what they think.

All I'm gonna do from now is ....

Avoid Zayn Malik.

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Long time and short chapter.xx