Let me die ...

Part 1

Nana p.o.v

"NANA WAKE UP YOU WILL BE LATE FOR SCHOOL " my brother Peter yelled .

" I DONT WANT TO GO!!!" I yelled back and cove my self .

Then I heard a foot steps coming.

" nana come on get up and enjoy the day " he said and he pull the cover up .

" okay okay I'm up " I said and he smile and get out , I get up and walk to the bathroom .

Look at me I'm a mess .

And hi !

I'm nana starlight I'm 16 years old, I have long brown hair and blue eyes , I look like my dad and my brother look like my mom , I love music it's always cheer me up , but I'm kind of girl who has a lot of secrets, I'm always sad and upset , I even selfharm my self , anyway I have only two friends Zoe and Cody , Zoe had a purple hair and brown eyes she so sweet and kind , she always there for me but the sadness thing is she don't know I hurt my self she don't know I'm sad all the time no one does I just keep it all inside,

and Cody have a light brown hair but darker than mine and blue eyes, he is a funny guy always makes you laugh even if you try to be mad at him , me and him always do pranks on each other, I'm glad to have them but in some way I feel alone , like I have no one .

I get out from the bathroom and Chang to black leggings and white sweater to hid my scars and cuts , I did my hair in a high ponytail and I did my make up , I walk dawn and I saw my mom .

" good morning mom " I said and kiss her cheek, and I set dawn

" so what do you want to have for breakfast??" She ask and smile to me .

" nothing I'm not hungry " I said and give her my fake smile .

" nana!! But you haven't eat anything from yesterday.... Is everything okay ?? " she ask .

" I'm fine mom I'm just not hungry" I said and smile

Well I have problems with eating disorders, yea I starve myself to lose weight and be happy !!! Don't judge.

I said good bye to my mom and I take my bag and I walk out .

I don't deserve to be here .

" hey best friend " I heard Zoe , I turn around and I saw her , I smile and walk to her we hugged.

That's makes me feel better.

" hey " I said

" so sleep over at mine??" She said excited.

" are you kidding YAAAS" I said and we walk together and we laughed, when I'm with her she make me forget the pain .

I need to tell her .....

When we arrive to school we saw Cody playing with his skateboard with his friends, when he saw us we wave to him and he wave back

We get inside and we walk to our lookers, lucky me she is next to me .

" hi Zoe , so Friday I'm making a Dj party and I hope you will come " I heard someone said I look up and I saw one of Zoe's friends, she gave Zoe a card and when she saw me she roll her eyes .

" oh hi nana " she just say that and go away .

" I'm not going " I look back at Zoe.

" what no you should go , go and have fun " I said

" but she didn't invited you nana I'm not going without my best friend " she said and roll my eyes .

" fine do whatever you want " I said and we walk to our first class .

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