I hate my life.
I'm not lucky, and I'm pretty okay with that.. not really I don't give a fuck. Not that I recall I'm not important. My parents didn't even care about me.
I live with my aunt, funny thing about her is, she hardly comes home. She's always out. We don't even contact each other.
Her apartment has a closet filled with whiskey, liquor.. drugs. She only comes to get more and more. I have been getting some myself as well, she doesn't even notice.
It makes my depression less a distraction, even though I have nothing to focus on, or to stress about.. I'm just generally upset. It's the best feeling ever to be honest.
The names Clara, I used to live in Florida, but I was moved to Cali, in an apartment building (alone) with my aunt because my fucking parents are lazy dumbfucks that didn't feel like taking care of me.
They divorced, and the rule I had for them if it ever happened, was either I live with both or with neither. Learn to love each other god akdkajcz
"Life is good".. my ass.
Anyway, moving on. Basic info, I'm 15, about to be 16. I'm tall, like giant tall, so freakin tall (5'6) that I can't even find a perfect boyfriend. It sucks
Speaking of boys, I only have one friend, his name is Ben. I met him at the skatepark, we are savages at skating so hit us up.
He observed, more like shocked and amazed at how goddess I was at skating he wanted to learn my skills. Funny part was that I kissed him probably like twice, due to spin the bottle and truth or dares from parties. Not a big thing to me, I don't know about his point of view.
Just by hearing his name, he sounds like a nerd. He has brown quiff hair. Cute little nerd glasses, and great style in clothes props to me. Sad story is, he's on vacation, he'll be back soon.
I have long brown hair, always either a bun or ponytail. I rarely wear my glasses, but I do own a pair. I had my braces removed last month. One month of having them off feels amazing, I just hate that I have to wear retainers when I go to sleep. Means I'm no longer an ugly ass nerd, (like Ben, no offense hahah)
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The apartment is pretty decent, what sucks that it doesn't have a balcony, but there is a main pool with a hot tub on the main floor. Also, a gym which I go to once in a while.
There was that one time this dude was checking me out while I was doing push-ups. I flipped him off before I left, I remember waiting for his reaction, he bit his lip and laughed.
Fuckboyz..
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