"It's okay, you could tell me" he placed
his hand on my thigh while rubbing it with his thumb.
He had a look of sympathy, that's another thing I didn't enjoy. Even though it's a sigh of respect, I hate it.
That's when cleared my throat and went at it. I told him everything. My past that took place in Florida, the conflict with my mom and how she had the audacity to cheat on my dad. My ex best friend leaving me for some girl, the drugs that were in the closet by my aunt who could possibly be dead, I don't know. Especially on how depressed my life had become that I almost wanted to risk my life.
In the end, I felt gross. My eyes were watery, tears here and there. I couldn't even finish the last sentence. My sniffles were loud and clear, Grayson didn't seem to give a fuck. I liked that.
"I'm alway here for you" he whispered as his arms grabbed ahold of my shoulders and pulled me closer to him.
For once in forever I felt safe, I didn't feel cold or helpless, his hugs were so effective it relieved me.
He sniffles but then laughed it off.
"Why are you crying?" I asked
"It hurts me having to see you this hurt" he smiles
"Thank you for letting it out on me, I've learned that not everyone has a happy life, I've taken things for granted myself, until I've learned so many life lessons" he says calmly.
His fingers briefly brush through my hair. We stayed in this position for a while. I was beginning to fall asleep, but then I realized we were sitting by a cliff.
His arms had slowly began to pull away. I dig myself closer to his chest.
"Don't let go" I whispered
"I won't" he chuckled
He began to get up, even with me stuck to him this way. He picks me up from my waist. My legs wrap around his torso, my arms around his neck.
"Comfortable?" He asked
"Yep" I smiled. I felt myself falling. That's when his hands push me up by my ass. He leaves them there as we walk through the forests.
"Aren't I getting heavy?" I muffled, his footsteps were big and bumpy.
"Nope"
His hands were basically massaging my ass with his thumb. That's when he lightly squeezed it. His hand was big enough to cup one cheek. He laughs
"Woah what are you doing" I stuttered
"Sorry, couldn't help myself"
"No of course not" I slowly unwrap one leg which makes him stop walking.
"Look, if it bothered you I'm sorry, I was just playing" he grabs ahold of my hand.
"No it's not that.." I looked down trying not to have eye contact.
"Is it what you said before.." He asked softly. I nodded.
"Hey" he stops me
"Listen to me, and record this in your head love" he takes a moment to began talking again.
"You can't let whatever happened in the past taunt you for the rest of your life. I understand that it isn't easy, but promise me that you will move on from it" he smiles.
"You deserve to be happy greatly, and I'll be here with you on your journey"
I hesitated before I could answer. He wraps his arms around me once more and picks me up from my legs.
"I promise" I groan as he squeezes me. His grip could honestly break me.
-
"What do you wanna do" Grayson yawns as he falls onto his couch.
"I don't know man" I sit on him.
"You honestly weigh nothing" he slurs
"125 is al-" I get interrupted by thunder.
It was loud and beautiful. Lightning made outside seem as light as day. Strong enough to shake our surroundings.
I always had a passion for thunderstorms, lightning, any of that sort. It was calming, and amazing to watch. It helps me think..
I walked towards the window of their living room. The twins apartment was on the 6th floor. You could see the lightning from miles away.
"Guess we have something in common" Grayson knocks me out of my thoughts.
"It always rains in New Jersey, but the thunder was my favorite" he smiled
Superior
"Your so adorable" I said as I squeeze his cheeks together.
"I wouldn't mind being called sexy" he raises an eyebrow and smirks at me.
"I wouldn't mind either, sexy" I bit but lip and smacked his ass before I ran of away from him.
