Friendship or Pain

Friendship or Pain 2

You keep secrets,

But say you don't.

I ask for truth,

But you won't.

You're not the only one

Who has a problem.

So do I,

I just don't show them.

You don't know,

I call you crazy.

Will you ever see it?

One day, maybe.

'Kill me, kill me'

Is all you say.

It makes me want

To run away.

You secretly write,

And create a surprise.

It scares me, but then i realize

It's only lies.

Your moods change,

I get confused.

You act as if it's a joke,

Well I'm not amused.

Happy, then sad,

whisper, then yell.

Stop, just stop.

This feels like hell.

You laugh at me,

And call me a fool.

Why must people

Be so cruel?

Go ahead,

Hate me now.

Or be nice,

I'll show you how.

You will never understand

What i go through.

I would tell you,

But you'll think it's not true.